Dress Try feat the exams thing (fear...)

Uff sashibure da nee! It's been a long time since I wrote something worth it in the blog XD I mean, yeah, the song was good but I'm definitely not gonna make this into a musical blog XDD The truth is that I've been so worried with all it's coming I didn't think of the blog. Sorry, you unattended, ungrateful readers ¬¬U
So, what have I been up to this days:
Studying XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD no, I meant it! really..... oh, well, not so.... -o-UUU *realization hits her like concrete rock* OMFG JUST A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies*
Also... I've read, a lot XD (now you know why I don't study....) -o-UUUU
And mostly I've been going thorough all the papers and things I'll need to have when I go to London. It's stressful, and also scary. The accident of the Spanair flight didn't scare me more of planes than I already was, but remind me of what I was gonna do. And then chills started and tears, and loss for all I leave here for 6 months... you know, it could sound pathetic, but I don't wanna lose him. Not for a moment. We've been living together for 2 years and a half and I cannot think of such a long period of time without him. I'm already missing him when I think about it.


The weather this days make me feel melancholic. Even if you hadn't looked at the calendar, you'd be able to tell by the weather that summer is ending. And it reminds me of my childhood days, when I knew the dream was ending... I don't know why I still feel the same, maybe now the feeling is stronger because I have a major change before me, but the thing is that I can't help but feel sad. I'm gonna leave behind the known, and it never mattered to me because I always thought I was going for something better. Now I feel so complete, I fear leaving this behind. Happiness is a curious thing, sometimes makes you clip your own wings... because you don't want to fly anywhere else.
(it would pass, for sure XDDDDD just wait for the erasmus parties! oh... did I tell you my university is in the ass of the world??)


Today is the "prueba del vestido" (JAC, how would you have translated it?!); that is, checking my suitcase is able to storage everything it's coming with me to London. Not an easy task, I may say. If my suitcase was a little bigger, I could hide David inside and bring him to London XDDDD So wish me luck, because later on I'll have to weight it to know if it's too heavy ^^UUUU


And I think I have nothing else to tell... my Emule is working very hard this days XD a TScreener of Batman The Dark Knight VO because I want to see it again and I have no money nor time to go to theatre; also David has been hocked up by Death Note (anime of course; he, reading? XDDD) and is extremely depressed after chapter 26 (none of us want the spoiler XD I was also depressed first time I saw it); and my mobile phone is now prepaid. Just in case.


So I'm looking for a partner to study with this last week and make slightly bearable this exams thing. Wish me luck, now I'm giving my best!!
See you!





Pd: I went to see the F1, but for the sake of my sanity I won't say anything else XDDDDD
Pd: at least! After a month or so, Detective Conan new manga!! (I was starting to suspect Gosho has died... or the subbers ¬¬U)