Random-ess

This is gonna be a totally random-ess XD because as always since a while I wanted to keep this blog updated but I had NOTHING interesting to post ¬¬ fuck my life, it was cooler when I was all the time suicidal and depressed XDDDDD at least I could write nightmares and people commented about my health and metal state and not about whatsoever I could write now in randomness _o_ my life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Em... as this is a (quoting myself) totally random post, don't hope for a tidy structure of facts. Yep, I made my Genre & Sex exam and checked I'm useless learning things just by memorising. At least I could remember one of the longest names of a French feminist but I ended up writing it upside down ¬¬UUUUUUU negative criticism allowed, thank you.

Also, I'm stuck at home because it's mostly raining and I h8 half things XDDD or rains or it doesn't, but no 4 drops of rain, then 10 minutes without a drop, and then rain again. Absolutely no, you cannot trust heavens!! XD I h8 having to use the umbrella for 5 fucking minutes, then fold it soaked and then open it again ¬¬ totally like NO.
And so I'm sooooo bored I started watching IT Crowd again, and then Naruto XD after weeks only reading the manga the only thing I can say it's almost the same that with Meitantei Conan: worthless. Because manga is way further from anime chapters and you'll only see what you read weeks before. Totally loss of time. Animation sometimes sucks (except for H........... neko-ecchi XDDD)

Then I remembered 2 things (well, lot more, but I ain't gonna tell you everything now, randomness remember, not tidy post) first, there's a new IT Crowd season being aired at the moment, so I tried to find it on the internet (youtube, seriesyonkis, etc) I found it. But only first chapter; so I decided to wait until I could watch it with David ^^
Second.... Naruto Randomness!!!!!! I swear is fucking amazing, people! Only warn you not to see it unless you wanna see shippuden spoilers. BTW, they'll only be spoilers if you're either following the series in the anime or reading the spanish manga... if you're following the onemanga.com naruto's uploads, then there will be no problem ^^


I say that because.... I'm gonna post naruto's randomness!! It's crazy, you're gonna love it XD

Spoilers ahead xD




Kisses




Ps: comments PLEASE! even if you don't like manga, c'mon!!
Ps2: you can always check Fiory's page to see more videos, but you can also wait for me to post them so you can comment... please? XDDD

Cancer (the horrorscope's return)

Honestly....... WTF??

Semana 23/11/2008 - 29/11/2008

Amor: Nuevas personas entran en su vida, y sentimentalmente se sentirá atraído por la novedad. Puede que no se dé cuenta, pero lo que desea afectivamente lo tiene a su lado.



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stupid post, I'm studying English Grammar, don't ask me for coherence, I lost it about an hour ago _O_



Ps: I don't believe in horoscopes but this one I found use to tell me the freakiest things ever, so I hope is not just me, please check it XD related to love it amazes me sometimes, but related to health most of the times scares me to death!!! issues like weight and eating habits are surprisingly accurate ¬¬ Are we cancer SO predictable??

Ps2: yesterday's movie was............. ok, McDonald's was......... OK, night was cold and Sandra was as charming as always :3333 love you pretty!! see you tomorrow in Grammar test T^T why, oh why!????


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Ps3: That's a warning! XD if you don't post a comment in the next week I swear for my future dollfie I'll close this!!!!!! indefinitely!!!!

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みんあさんおげんきですか

Here I'm again, give all a nice welcome to my newest reader (and possible commentator xDD), Clive! I hope your positive criticism helps me driving this blog to success XD otherwise you'll be banned *evil laugh* (using people, oh!)

After some umm not-so-nice posts about paranoia which possibly made me even more an outcast in the blogger world, I decided trying sth different: monologues XDDDD no, not today, maybe when I got some inspiration out of the blue ^^U

For now you'll have to wait for more interesting things --hey!! come back!!!!! T^T
This evening I'm gonna to the theatre with David, Sandra and her boyfriend to watch J.B. XDDDD please, PLEASE, for my sanity don't ask me what J.B. means, and no, unfortunately it isn't whisky -_-U

This week has been a little bit like hell. David went to Madrid to do some job interviews, and when he came back 2 days later he had a very VERY good offer on a multinational. Pros: a multinational! and money. Cons: Staying at Madrid. For as long as he worked there, indefinitely.
.... we talked, and talked, we revised pros and cons, talked about our relationship and how much we wanted to stay together... and finally we decided for him to stay. I think he regrets in part, but on the other hand, going to Madrid, starting living there, renting a flat....... ok, there were lots of cons apart from the personal reasons. So now, he stays the same that before the interviews, looking for a job. I wish him luck (in Vlc ^^U)

Today also starts here the Jornadas de Manga y Anime in the Greenspace... I'm not going, but if David reads this, I've got a message for him: pic the pictures we took in Bcn almost a month ago and give them to me. I WANT them ¬¬
Also, Neru, Rakel, Miri and Natalia, have a nice day there, take lots of pictures, I hope on Monday we can see each other pictures ^^



Ok, not really much else to tell, for now XD
comments, suggestions, criticism!??? PLEASE!! I'll do ALMOST anything ^^U


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Ps: I miss JAC :______333
Ps2: Yesterday was the Twilight Premiere in USA!!! (why so excited? _O_)

see you soon...

Already missing you, come back asap ^__^



Ps: Dvd is in Madrid, getting interviewed for a job.
Should I wish him good luck?? XDDD
I don't want him to go, No Way I want him to stay!!!! T^T



... love you :33



Ps2: tomorrow exam ¬¬ h8ing stylistics with all my being.
Ps3: wish me luck, 3rd card to get a VC! _O_

Limbo state

This as strange as it sounds is the most reliable explanation you'll get if you ask me where the hell I've been this past two weeks. Yep, in the limbo; lacking empathy some days and falling into a downward spiral of despair and guilt the others.


... my personal life is not complicated; it's a chaos.

To start with I must explain briefly what led to that state of permanent change:
First I wanted space between David and I, just a little time to live apart after two years of living together totally overwhelmed and stressed over the matter of compromise. That happened almost 3 weeks ago.
And now that things are finally settled, that after anguishes, pain, cries and long, long honest talks about our feelings we met a point of agreement in living apart but staying together, the odds plot against us: There is a certain possibility of David getting a job in Madrid. And I don't want him to go.
I don't know what's wrong with my head, sometimes I'm not empathic at all, I feel like I was in a limbo, separated from the rest of the people, only concentrated in my own pain, which I assure you is enough for the day. I don't want him to go, but I don't want him to stay just because of me, just because of what happened. I don't want him to fear.

I know what I feel. I know what he feels. What I don't know is why the hell I'm not going to the psycho and try to fix my fuck*ng bipolarity ¬¬ its really annoying.



Ps: I'm not making it up, I'm bipolar for real. And lots of other things XD I've had a complicated life, some day I'll tell you..
Ps2: I don't want him to go!!!!!!!!!!
Ps3: yesterday we went out at night for "partying"...................... XD ok, not really, but it was fun.
(it was cold _O_)

The Week

So many things and too little time to write them xDDDD

Here I'm again, to write a chronicle of my past week... yes, I'm gettin' used to write things after they'd happen ¬¬U I have lots to do usually.

Finally I went to the Saló del manga y Anime de Bcn *__* the trip by car in the same day was just hell... we were so tired and it rained so much at night I was scared, poor Khellendros XD but THANKS for driving ^^ It was amazing! so many people, cosplays, merchandising, Japaneses XD I'm really grateful for this. We really had a very nice day (we ended up deadly tired but it was worthy, at least it was for me XDDD)

That happened on Saturday; on Sunday David and I went to celebrate my Father's B-day with my sister and my grandma. We ate paella and luckily it didn't rain XD After this David and I stayed at home, h8ed Glock ¬¬UU h8 Hamilton XD and after this craziness that is the F1, went to the Medieval Fair that was closing this weekend.

Sita came on Tuesday 28 to Valencia, leaving her kitten with my mother and as consequence, missing her like hell (the kitten XDDD I mean); my mother will throw her anytime through the window (the kitten! XD She's very playful ^^U) She's staying here until next weekend (hopefully).




And...




In the personal field I have to say this last week has been pretty complicated, mostly painful and difficult. I'm not gonna give any details here, I deserve privacy at least here, my very close friends know what I'm talking about, and for the rest Need Not To Know.
BTW some things aren't gonna change, and though there ha been some changes in our living, we're together, and there's no way in time near for that to change; been this like that, I have to say:

♥ Happy 6 years & 4 months anniversary ♥

See you soon, lots of things more to tell, loads of pictures to upload, and painful marks to be ashamed of XDDD


Ps: I failed my 2 last exams.... genre and sex, and translation.... I don't fucking know WHY ¬¬
Ps2: This week I have 2 more exams, one of them I knew last Friday, happiness! ¬¬UUUU
Ps3: portfolio....... _O_
Ps4: how many trailers have they uploaded from Twilight The Movie?!?! We've seen nearly half of the movie XD (... to watch, not to watch,to watch, not to watch,to watch, not to watch....)
Ps5: I saw Deed
on Saturday in the Saló ^3^ I couldn't say anything because I'm nerdy shy -__-UUU But I liked her Bleach cosplay ^^ they were taking pictures with other bleach cosplayers.