Friday 12 September 2008

Yesterday

First things first:


I'm sorry. I love you. Forgive me.


***

Now about yesterday's class dinner.
I totally F*cked it. Sorry [JAC] because though I knew I wasn't OK I went and that gave you the night. I'm a depressing person, hell knows.

Other than that, it was fun the time I wasn't mourning and moping around. The place was nice, people were NOISY XD and food was OK (but my guts were closed, y'know, despair and self-consciousness...)

Thanks for staying by my side when I reached the bottom, I know it was pathetic to see, but I couldn't avoid it. You're my best friend.




I dunno what's gonna happen this afternoon, not even this midday, but I want to make up for all I've done wrong. I don't wanna think it's too late, I know you're a forgiving person, but you won't forget easily times like this, when I hurt you just because I go mad with myself.
As I dunno what to expect, I'll leave things be until we meet, and then we'll talk.
We have all the time in the world to work this out...


For you...

3 comments:

JAC said...

Don't worry, I'm not hurt. Just sad 'cause I dunno what to do =/

PS: P.O.D. rock!

JAC said...

PS: I posted the lyrics of 2 songs that came to my mind yesterday

Paenfer said...

thank you ^^ I TRIED to post a comment in your blog twice, but I dunno WHY I can't ¬¬U BTW I wanted to say thanx, because even if you're lost for words, are acts what counts, and you showed me you cared. So now u know what I wanted to comment XDDDDD hope 4 days after the post is fine...

Vampire Knight ED "Still Doll" by Wakeshima Kanon

Still Doll Lyrics

Original / Romaji LyricsEnglish Translation
Hi miss Alice
Anata garasu no me de
Donna yume wo
Mirareru no?
Miirareru no?
Hi miss Alice
What kind of dreams
Do you see
With your eyes of glass?
Do they fascinate you?
Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete
Nagare deru
Tsukurotta
Sukima ni sasaru
Kioku tachi
Again
My heart is torn
And bleeding
I mend it but
My memories
Pierce the openings
Hi miss Alice
Anata kajitsu no kuchi de
Dare ni ai wo
Nageteru no?
Nageiteru no?
Hi miss Alice
To whom
Are you throwing love to
With your fruit-like lips?
Does it make you sad?
Mou atashi
Kotoba wo tsumugu
Shita no netsu
Samekitte
Mederu outa mo
Utaenai
The heat of my tongue
That let me speak
Has already cooled
And I can't sing
Songs of love
Anymore
Still you do not answer 
Still you do not answer