The End.

That's it, I'm closing this blog.


Sorry for the way I'm doing this, I know it may seem rash but it's been a long, thought decision:


This blog has a story behind, and it's purposes. Some have been fulfilled, some not. This is the life of a blogger, and when a blog does not satisfies anymore it's admin, it's time to say bye. Don't be sad, you readers that never comment, or you, that occasionally said something in the chat or in alternate, random posts, because this blog wasn't that important. It was born as a mean to communicate with my friends, but as I'm still in Spain, and the ones outside won't comment, my life is not worthy to be told here. Yeah, I wish it was more interesting more than you do xD sometimes I get very bored.

Thanx to all of you that commented, now, as I'm tired of posting, I'll become one of this sub members of the blog-sphere: the readers. It's time for me to become a passive part of the internet, again.

Kisses,


Paola.


Ps: this may not be forever... I know you're not crying over this, but don't expect me here for a while. Exams and stuff xDDDD I also need to pass this year ^^U
Ps2: This weekend I've been doing sightseeing in Toledo, Madrid and Segovia. I'm very tired for writing, I don't expect you to come here to read about my holidays xDDDD but they've been great.
Ps3: The 3rd of May I was in Madrid, so I could not post an important thing. Maybe you'll see me every 3rd of the moth, just to remind you of it ^__^

I LOVE YOU DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!

*Puricuras in a short time xD

14 Abril

Nada más que decir

VIVA!!!!

6 years + 9 months

This is what you see







Today I have something to celebrate...
help me celebrating it or I won't be able to.


I love you
4 months trying to believe

The two most exciting events...

So, I was gonna make a shared post to tell the two most exiting things in months happend in this few days, but then weighted them againg and decided one of them deserved way more attention than the other; so I'll leave the task of telling you abouth the An Cafe concert to Hastursan. If he doesn't, you can go stack him xDDDD I'll only say it was AMAZING!!! Nyappyyyyyy!!! :333333333333333333333333333





That meaning I'm gonna concentrate on the most important event of the week: JAC's come back!!!! :D
After months without seeing him, finally this week we'll meet again. I'm SO eager... I missed him so much. Well, my dear best (male) friend is finally here for a month. And then... until the erasmus ends.
Though I'm exited I'm a lil' afraid; has he changed THAT much? will he still be my "friend"?
JAC, we need to talk ^___^ and that's soooooo good!!


Well.... so after this I dunno what else to say.
I h8 the rain when I have to go out ¬¬ I even h8 it more when I'm queing for a concert XD for 5 hours... It was desperatingly boring _O_ but worthy, nontheless :3



Planning:
2nd> exam ¬¬UUU
3rd> Anniversary ^o^
4th> Fer's anticipated bday celebration (his bday is the 6th)

see u in Tuenti!! ^0^




Ps: Flyleaf!! xDDD

Why

Your Word is "Why"

You see life as complicated and intriguing. The only thing you know for sure is that you haven't figured it all out yet. You question everything and believe very little. And whatever you believe is likely to change. You are interested in theories, philosophies, and religions... even if you don't buy into any of them. You are also fascinated by how things work. You'd like to understand as much in the world as possible.

What's Your Word?

Right now my life is a big WHY...
-why do I fail if I did study;
-why do I feel unhappy when I have what I dreamed of;
-why my life feels the same everyday no matter how many changes I do;
-why my friends use the chat instead of creating an account on Blogger to comment on my posts... xD


hell... sense of humor, how IRONIC ¬¬U





ps: 3 days to go to Bcn and see An Cafe!
ps2: I failed. Guess I said it before, but... I like to scratch in my own injury. By myself.
ps3:my hair is not blue anymore!! stupid colour... it doesn't even last 2 washes!!!! T^T

Da Party (at my place)

So, for the lucky people (aka my friends, my buddy and I) that came, there's little else to say because it was G.R.E.A.T!!!!!!

Tuenti Pictures:

OK, before Tuenti linked photos xDDD (I took none, thanx for bringing a camera and using it, I was TOO exited having a great time and drinking xDDDDD) I'll make a little post to tell the unfortunate people (aka the erasmus friends and those who are not living in Valencia city) how cool my party was xDDDD NO OFFENSE INTENDED, REALLY, DON'T STACK ME PLEASE _O_


On Wednesday I proposed a party at my home: drinking (BOTELLON), pizza & Carmen (place to party at Vlc). People were eager to, but not on Saturday... so I moved the event to Friday. And had to clean the house really fast the afternoon before with Hastursan (thanx for your help sweety :33) On Friday also I went to a Mascletá. Very good, lets move on.

Friday Night.
... no organization whatsoever xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
next time PLEASE lets meet together to buy drinks or whatever, because really, that was terrible. But oh, well, at least we met at time to drink xDDDD I'm glad you liked my place ^__^ we had one of the funniest times that for sure!
Oh... and... about the pizzas (the no-to-be-pizzas xDD the who-was-gonna-buy-them-no-it-wasn't-me-oh-wait.... xDDDD) in the end we had dinner in a Chinese restaurant xDD with NamaChan :3 and after this YEAH! we had botellon xDD

So we didn't go to the Carmen but has a great time. I love you ALL!! I love you the most HASTURSAN (L)_(L) xD



Now, the pictures:


oh... I cannot upload them...





FUCKING SHIT ¬¬

If you wanna see them, look for me in the Tuenti, or ask me or... well... shit ¬¬U

An Cafetosss

And Here We... GO!
(quoting the GREATEST Joker ever *_*)


Now, my dearest readers.... I have a present for all of you that look to my blog from above, betting on when it will die from comments' famine ¬¬UUUU

WE (Hastursan and I) are going to Barcelona on March the 28th to see...

Nyappy Go Around The World II
!!!!!

Yesterday Hastursan and I bought the tickets (expensive.... I'm very very poor now _O_) and now the only thing left is to plan the day ^____^ きゃあああああああああああああ！！


OK, other than that, these days have had nothing out of the normality, I'm getting better at Tuenti xD my friends are the coolest, and my personal issues are a mess.




...I have a new rag doll (not the one I initially wanted, but oh, well, cute nonetheless)


And in between... a weekend with good and bad things.




...
Hell I dunno why I write if you never read it :(

So, on Friday I went to a piercing and tattoo place with Raxel and Neru, and finally got a new piercing on my ear :33 no pics, sorry xDD it's difficult to take a picture of your own ear and stay cool at the same time xD

And... well, on Wednesday I have a history exam, and Fallas are a nuisance @_@ I h8 firecrackers!!! childhood trauma xDD

Dunno what else to tell, because you are never here to read or comment... yep, this is officially a zombie blog ¬¬ dying just like me.













...Now if you don't want me to say this creepy things, please COMMENT. Thanx :__3

Anniversary 6/8

I Love You And I Wish Things Were As In A Shojo Manga... reality doesn't always fit in my world. I feel so out of place, so LOST.




Now the 7 differencies xDDDDD




... I know, I know, I'm not THAT pretty -3- UUU but I'm a good girl!! xDDDDD
OK, I'm BAD xD but that's good! muahahaha


too bad I have nothing interesting to say, today's raining a lot, and classes are boring, but my friends are the best presons in the whole world!!! THANX FOR EVERYTHING GIRLS!!!!!!
LOVE U!! ^3^

Gomen gomen!!

みんあごめんあさい！

I know, I've been like missing ^^U I didn't feel like updating ¬¬ who was gonna read me anyway?

... self h8.

xD



Now, seriously. If you read this blog and I don't keep it updated most probably you'll stop reading me --like I want someone as you, lazy bone _O_ and I need some motivation to keep this, my friends already know what happens in my life because I chat almost everyday with them at university or by msn, so this is mainly to keep me entertained.
OK I'm pathetic -__-U I have a nonsense blog. Useless. What a pity.

But: If for whatever reason you end up reading me and, who knows, even after liking what I post, didn't know what to comment, please, think twice, I even have a chat! you can post ideas, suggestions, I dunno, but even if you're an stranger, out of my circle of well-known friends, you're allowed, free expression, to comment in my blog (always taking into account I'm the webmaster and I don't allow lack of respect to anybody).

The thing is that in my last post I greeted briefly my bfriend Hastursan for his (censored) years xDDD And now, for you gossip people, a summary of the weekend!
It was February, the 13th, Friday. *hears a scream: JASON!!* LOL xDD And unfortunately, Has had to work. Yeah, f*ck the capitalism xD so when he finally came home it was already too late to do anything but rest. After that, we went to his home and had dinner with his family. Then we slept ;) *winks* muahahah XD
Next Day: the V day of VENDETTA! chocolate vs roses, the final vengeance XD it was St. Valentine! f*ck capitalism x2. That was our (just the 2 of us) day ^__^

The End.
Not a Happily Ever, I don't believe in such stupidities, but quite happy nevertheless XD


And for this week, insubstantial as any other week, h8 to wake up early and such. No homework, but he has to work. F*ck capitalism x3 ¬¬



Ps: I got a new haircut! well not THAT new, but definitely necessary xD now, I have to choose between shiny black and blueish black... which one could suit me best, and why? c'mon, participate!!

Kisses!

Happy Bday my luv

Happy B-day David!!!!!



and a glorious, XxX Valentine day :333

university is a bitch

Thanx to Fioryparty for giving me the idea for this title.

OK, I SHOULD be working on my tomorrow-to-handle history porfolio. Yeah, I SHOULD. But I can't!!! I'm too exited and TOO tired I dunno where to start XDDDD

So, today it's been my first second semester classes. I h8 them. Zero motivation. Puri is a bitch, and I don't care what you think ¬¬U she'll be the death of us, I foresee it.
So English Theatre until the 19th century sucks, we all know since you have to read all such of things you wouldn't because the best way IMHO to study a play is watching a representation better than reading a script. Honestly, am I SO strange? Furthermore, she's giving us the classes (because she's also lecturing us in poetry & prose... great) in Spanish. OK, 5th year. AM I SO STRANGE??? DO I WANT AN IMPOSSIBLE??? kill me >___<

Other than that, today's been a re encounter day; during exams we had the feeling of meeting just for the sake of studying. Now we can also meet not to study. Life is comforting XD So the rest of the classes have gone well... boring but well. Tomorrow will be worse xDDD 9 a.m. here I go!



What made my weekend worthy was that, to start with, David won the lottery!! XD One of the VPO (official protected houses) we were aiming to get, is finally ours! except we don't want it XDDDD I'll tell you later about that, it's... complicated (issues related to my emotional stability and personal relationship avoided, thank you).

And this Saturday we went out with my friends Nerea, Natalia, Raquel, Sara, Mary, David, Krit..., like I can remember ALL names ^^UUUU guess I spent my memory with the pokerap XDDD but we had such a wonderfully funny time!!! PLEASE I wanna go out with you next time!! David says you're GREAT ^____^ Love you Neruto XD thanx for inviting us to the outing for your bday (it was officially last week but, well, the present wasn't prepared XDDD we're such a filthy naughty girls muahahahah)



And with that I shall say goodbye to you, I have TONS of things to do for tomorrow, and very little time to do them (because I have very important plans for this evening :3333333333333)

Kisessssssssss be naughty!


Ps: An Cafe are coming to Barcelona!!!!!!!! すごいいですよ！！ :33333

(1st) Anniversary

Thanks for all you're giving me, for all you do for us, for giving me hope when I had none, love when I thought it was long ago lost.

Thanks for being here when I'm not, for standing me when I can't stand myself. For listening, sharing, for your capacity to love.


I could say this is our first anniversary because it's been a month since you returned me the will to love.



I'm sorry for what I did and say. You taught me that I can be a world for someone, that someone being you. And that made me feel alive again.
I don't know how to explain all you've been able to make me feel again.

For all this THANK YOU.
And I LOVE YOU.




6 years & 7 months

6 years & 6 months

Thanks for always being by my side

Happy 2nd day of the new year!

A little resume of my New Year's day:

After coming back from Huesca and get together with David on the 30th of December and confirm we had absolutely NO PLAN whatsoever for the 31st, we decided to take things with philosophy and wait for a miracle. The 31st a miracle in form of one-hour-car-trip to a disco jumped in front of us. Weighting the alternatives, dinner arrived: we had dinner with his family, and after this ate the 12 deadly grapes (nobody choked this year, luckily xDDD).
It would have been nice to go with Ana and Jose to Apache, but the car trip and police making alcohol tests just got us backwards.

How was our New Year's Night then, may you ask?

:33333~~ David and I alone at home XDDDDDD a private party ;) and hope for a weekend plan XDDDDDDDD we're still looking for it.


So, everything when mostly fine, I cannot regret of anything ^_^




Ps: I want a NDS!!!!!! *___*
Ps2: Sales, sales, SALES!!!! (needed)
Ps3: ZOMG, loads of things top do! T^T

Farewell Huesca

Today is my last day in Huesca. It's been a week but time has gone so quickly it seemed less time. I'm gonna miss the cold, the ice, the snow, my mother, my sister, Musa XDDD her bites, her scratches XDDDDDD no, that last two things absolutely NO. I agree she's the most beautiful black kitten I've ever seen, somehow panther like, but she behaves like that. Definitely I'm not gonna miss her over sized claws.




At least Elsa came. On Saturday evening she arrived deadly tired and carrying a desperate kitten with her XDD a trip from Madrid with an hyperactive cat... guess how she felt.

On Sunday she still was sleeping when my mother and I went to Biota to see my grandparents. We just stayed for lunch: morning and part of the afternoon. Weather at dusk worsens, so we had to come back early. I really miss them a lot, so I'm very sad, I'd have liked to stay more time (on the other hand there wasn't heating on the house, so it could have been my last night....... ^^U)


Now I'm preparing my suitcase for tomorrow, though it's still early, but I'm afraid I'll forget something xDDD it rarely happens, but my head is everywhere else but here now. I'm sad for leaving.
Tomorrow I'll see David again, and the sorrow will lessen. Hopefully... you can deduce I'm not the most sociable person when I'm sad.



And just 2 days to go: 2009 it's almost here and David and I have absolutely not whatsoever plans for the night of the 31st of December. Pathetic ¬¬U thank his friends.


Tomorrow I'll write some more, now I'm a little apathetic -__-




Ps: I have to finish and upload the mother fucking stylists work today. Somebody please, murder her as cruelly as possible. For our sake. Thank you.

Xmas 2nd try

After some cold, freezing foggy days, we've woke up with sun. Though cold. Almost 1ºC, wow xDD.

Yesterday wasn't the typical xmas day, because my family wasn't together, we couldn't go to Biota (see previous post) and my sister had to work so she stayed in Madrid. So my mother and I decided to keep the day as any other day. Nothing special. And planned for a weekend trip.


As I said, today we woke up with sun. But now is cloudy, and windy. I think it's gonna rain soon. I prefer snow and frost _o_


It's not been decided yet if we'll go today to Biota, we're delaying the trip on purpose on thoughts of my sister to come this Saturday and then go the three of us. We will see.



I'm missing you very much, I think of you every day. Please, don't worry prematurely, everything that must be talked about will be once we're together. I DO also love you. But please, keep your heart inside your chest ^^UUUUU thank you xDDD



Ps: I still haven't received any presents. I'm the one that waits until the 6th of January XD but I'm very pleased with my early xmas present :333 thanx my love.

Ps2: new pictures! they're cold! XDDD

time for a xmas excuse

So I’ll start apologising for being missing for almost a month. Sorry. I truly wasn’t inspired _O_


Since David went to Madrid to work I’m just existing… life is boring without him.


Now, I’m gonna introduce you my advanced xmas present: my lotus code!! A present from David :___3333 it’s really expensive, but I love it. Though I feel very guilty T^T what the heck am I gonna give him for xmas!?!?!?



Also, about the Twilight movie:
Ok, that’s very disconcerting…. I’ve not gone watch it yet, but I have two opposed opinions about it.
First my sister-in-law xDDDD Ana, that just after watching it, call me to my mobile phone.
ANA: Hi Pao, have you already seen Twilight?
ME: no, not yet, but…
ANA: For G-d’s sake, DON’T GO!!!

And after it, all the explanation and motives of why not to go. She kinda convinced me, nearly 90%. Ok, almost totally. I decided not to go xDDDDD for now. I want to see it in English first, if possible.

Second, my sister, Elsa. She also called me after watching it. She was really excited ^^U
ELSA: Pao!!! Guess what I’ve just watched in the cinema!!
Me: Ehhh…. Twilight? (dunno how I guessed it XD)
ELSA: YESSSSSSSS!! I totally LOVED it!!!!!!!
ME: Like FUCKING WHAT!!!?
ELSA: it’s been amazing!!!
ME: …. Did he fly?
ELSA: oh… I seemed like, but I can’t really say if he just could jump 40 meters of fly. Why?
ME: … doesn’t matter.


Now I’m lost XD There are two ¡films I want to watch, but about Twilight I’m really confused. What would you do? PLEASE, comment and tell me your reviews, because it seems that people who haven’t read the book (aka ELSA) loved it O_o



And now, I’m saying farewell XD
Not really, just going to Huesca for xmas. I miss my mom, and my sister ^^ and my mother’s family XDDD and snow…. And David. But that’s a little bit complicated.

So have a nice xmas and get lots of cool presents. See you in my next post (hopefully still this year XDDDD)

Ksssssss


Ps: I finished my classes!!!! YAHOOOOO XD

I'll pretend to hug

David's finally gone to Madrid to work.
...
I'm already missing you.

Come back soon, though soon is not enough.
I love you so much.





Kisses my love :333

Wrong-Bad? Good... Right?

~First things first:

Happy Anniversary my lova!! 6 years and 5 months ^_^

Also today is a good day because you're not going to Madrid tomorrow.

But is bad because I should have gone to Huesca tmorrow (and I'm not = my mother will kill me)

Also is good because we can spend more time together

Though is bad because today I had an exam (...ahem...) and I'll have to studay way more to do it next day ^^U I hope for.

It's also bad because you'll go to Madrid on Monday evening... and we'll see each other only on weekends






Right: I SHOULD be happy for you (I'm)
Wrong: ........ I'll miss you :_____33





Ps: Good! We'll see together Twilight!! *_*
Bad....... ? ^^UUUUUUU

Cancer (the horrorscope's return)

Honestly....... WTF??

Semana 23/11/2008 - 29/11/2008

Amor: Nuevas personas entran en su vida, y sentimentalmente se sentirá atraído por la novedad. Puede que no se dé cuenta, pero lo que desea afectivamente lo tiene a su lado.



¬¬UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU



stupid post, I'm studying English Grammar, don't ask me for coherence, I lost it about an hour ago _O_



Ps: I don't believe in horoscopes but this one I found use to tell me the freakiest things ever, so I hope is not just me, please check it XD related to love it amazes me sometimes, but related to health most of the times scares me to death!!! issues like weight and eating habits are surprisingly accurate ¬¬ Are we cancer SO predictable??

Ps2: yesterday's movie was............. ok, McDonald's was......... OK, night was cold and Sandra was as charming as always :3333 love you pretty!! see you tomorrow in Grammar test T^T why, oh why!????


....
.......
...........♥? xDDD



Ps3: That's a warning! XD if you don't post a comment in the next week I swear for my future dollfie I'll close this!!!!!! indefinitely!!!!