bisexual or not?

I wonder If I'm bisexual or just obsessed with pretty girls... XDDDD



OK, that RANDOM post is just because I think too much stupid things when I have free time, and as this blog is read by the Phantom of the Opera, F u.



Now seriously, I dunno my sexual orientation.
*Don't panic people, there's nothing to panic on, only my beloved boyfriend can suffer an anxiety crisis, but unjustified, as I would explain now;
The thing is that I pretty much catch myself staring to pretty girls than boys. In fact, I DON'T stare at boys!! Before that turns out wrong-er XD let me clarify sth: this obsession started with my ED. I looked at the pretty, skinny and more beautiful girls than me as a mirror where I should be able to be reflected on someday. I wanted to be like this, pretty, like them. So I fixated my attention on every girl as an incentive to chase my purpose. What happened next? I'm still obsessed with it, so you can figure out.
But the question now is that I dunno if this obsession is a secondary effect of my ED or, if my ED is a secondary effect of my bisexualism (?) <- in brackets because I don't know if I'm bisexual XDDDD -



Only as a reference I want to tell you I've never wanted any girl sexually. No desire. None at all.
But this has happened before! I mean, I never wanted a boy before my boyfriend (OK, I was 16, I dunno how are girls now, but I was a bit shy and childish at the time, so I resigned to platonic love. Until him *.*). And I never wanted any other boy after him. Why? Well, I'm pretty satisfied =^^= and also, because I love him. And also, maybe, because I put too much attention on girls. Which was the central point of this whole situation.



So: Am I bisexual or not? Polemic post just to try to catch your attention and comments? Could be? Did it work? ;)



See you!!





Pd: Yesterday I enrolled in my 5th year of Filologia Inglesa. Wow (not WOW ¬¬U ha-ha)
Pd2: I REALLY love my boyfriend! Even if he doesn't comment anything here (though that deducts points....... just to let him know if he ever happens to read this ¬¬ did I say he just don't wanna read English?)
Pd3: I had to look it up because I didn't remember how it was said in English (lots of time without googling it XDDD) So ED=TCA