Diary of a Poisonous Fruit

The End.

2009-05-04T17:38:00.003+02:00

That's it, I'm closing this blog.

Sorry for the way I'm doing this, I know it may seem rash but it's been a long, thought decision:

This blog has a story behind, and it's purposes. Some have been fulfilled, some not. This is the life of a blogger, and when a blog does not satisfies anymore it's admin, it's time to say bye. Don't be sad, you readers that never comment, or you, that occasionally said something in the chat or in alternate, random posts, because this blog wasn't that important. It was born as a mean to communicate with my friends, but as I'm still in Spain, and the ones outside won't comment, my life is not worthy to be told here. Yeah, I wish it was more interesting more than you do xD sometimes I get very bored.

Thanx to all of you that commented, now, as I'm tired of posting, I'll become one of this sub members of the blog-sphere: the readers. It's time for me to become a passive part of the internet, again.

Kisses,

Paola.

Ps: this may not be forever... I know you're not crying over this, but don't expect me here for a while. Exams and stuff xDDDD I also need to pass this year ^^U
Ps2: This weekend I've been doing sightseeing in Toledo, Madrid and Segovia. I'm very tired for writing, I don't expect you to come here to read about my holidays xDDDD but they've been great.
Ps3: The 3rd of May I was in Madrid, so I could not post an important thing. Maybe you'll see me every 3rd of the moth, just to remind you of it ^__^

I LOVE YOU DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!

*Puricuras in a short time xD

The Huesca holidays Chronicles Part 2

2009-04-20T18:57:00.003+02:00

Nah, esto es sólo para que sepáis que ya estoy en Valencia de nuevo, y que este será mi último post en español xD ohhh se siente. Disfrutad de mi castellano mientras podáis xDD

Solo decir que han sido unas muyy plácidas y muyyyyyyy cortas vacaciones (por lo menos a mi se me han hecho) en Huesca, y que ya en casita todo lo que queda es limpiar ¬¬ vendo hamster hembra, poco más de un mes, alguien la quiere?

... replanteo la pregunta, REGALO hamster; lguien me lo quita de encima, por favor?? ^^U

Ayer David y yo volvimos de Huesca. Sip, mi Hastur vino a buscarme tal que un viernes, para pasar tiempo conmigo xD y volvimos el domingo. Lo que no acompañó fue el tiempo. El tiempo, en dias, porque el meteorológico se portó bien, pero es que n había tiempo material que aprovechar, en un sólo día... (y las nubes nos miraban mal, lalalala xDDDDDD)

Y nada, que hoy es reencuentro de marrones, limpiar, arreglar, cuidarse a uno mismo, a una sola... ais -__-U y mañana a currarselo a la uni. Hoy ya he tenido mi dosis de "ostia... me falta TAL por hacer y CUAL por terminar, y es para mañana" y su estrés. Cagonelword.... y sus fuentes ¬¬U

Ya está, esta es la crónica de unas vacaciones que he pasao lo más alejada del portatil que me he permitido xD jugando con mi DS, disfrutando de mi mami, y de ser hija y no autónoma, por unos días. Vuelta a la rutina, si señor.

...TUENTIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Pd: mañana (o a la próxima) en inglés, que no se diga que no aviso, hala >.<

Pd2: Así estaba yo ayer al llegar a casi y encontrarme el marrón de todo loq ue tenía que hacer, ASÍ ¬¬ de desesperada xD

The Huesca holidays Chronicles Part 1

2009-04-16T14:47:00.003+02:00

Presenta: cosas que solo te coscas cuando pasas una larga, LARGA temporada fuera de tu ciudad (porque hasta irte te había parecido normal). Huesca está llena de MASCACHAPAS. Pero mazo ¬¬UUUUUU de las de coleta estilo choni, tops por encima del obligo, enseñando molla, y plataformas!!! y con pantalones campana hiper ajustados al culo-cintura y el símbolo de No Fear por todas partes. Si, en TODAS partes ^^UUU que triste... y pensar que cuando estuve viviendo aquí, hace muuuucho tiempo, yo (arg, valor!!) era casi una de ellos!!!! de los tios ni hablemos... son... joder, mascachapas en estado puro. Rapaos con coletillas, gafas de sol, No Fear y todos los complementos del perfecto mascachapas xD joder... creo que no han visto a un emo por aquí en su puta vida. Espero que el hecho de que no haya no signifique que se los han cargao.......... ^^U miedo. En vacaciones estoy de incognito, así que nada, a pasar desapercivida.

Ahora, crónica del mal tiempo. Por si alguien lo dudaba, sólo se equivocan cuando dan sol. Con las lluvias lo clavan ¬¬ malditos hombres-mujeres del tiempo-croma...
El lunes llegué sin problemas, nada reseñable excepto (quizás) por la cantidad anormal de nieve que vi en el camino desde Teruel hasta Huesca. Llegué, esparcimiento, vaguería, descanso, múltiples cargadores xDDDDDDDD. Todo bien, mi madre me estrujó, y me sentí en casa.
El martes se tomó el día "libre" xD Subimos al pirineo, o hasta donde las nubes nos dejaron, porque frío no hacía para tanto, pero tenía una pinta de ir a caer la mundial, que tuvimos que bajar a Huesca un poco antes de lo previsto, sin llegar a subir lo suficiente como para tocar nieve. Eso si, ver, vi mucha ^^. La ruta se compuso principalmente de Huesca - Ainsa (no colgaré muchas fotos porque si vais al google images y ponéis "Ainsa" salen como 30000...) - Tella. De Tella, arduo camino para llegar, sí subiré fotos, para que veáis como es un pueblo dedicado a la ganadería enteramente, super pequeño y muy rústico. Subiendo por una carreterita que juro de daba mucho miedo (oh, un quitamiedos? Qué podrá ser eso, pardiez...) nos encontramos 1º con 5 vacas pastando alegremente, y luego con un rebaño que superaba en 10 veces la población total del pueblo en cuestión xDDDD Cabras, gallinas, ovejas, vacas... en fin, el zoo en casa. Muy alto, muy frío, pero nada de nieve. Cachis xDDDDDDDD. Os dejo con unas fotos y me voy a comer.

Que sepáis que me lo estoy pasando muy bien!! Relax... y que os echo de menos!! Tuentierassssssssssssss XDDDD que ganas de verte David :333 y Elsa!!! Ya queda menos!!!

Besos!

Ainsa:

Tella:

Pd: joder... me cuesta MUCHO escribir en castellano xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Trauma.... >___<
Pd2: Huesca es MUY bonita, a pesar de que la juventud (y no tanto) sea mayoritariamente mascachapas ^^UUU eso no influye en el paisaje xD

14 Abril

2009-04-14T14:07:00.000+02:00

Nada más que decir

VIVA!!!!

Pascua Holidays + Review

2009-04-12T17:15:00.005+02:00

Hola genteee!! Como habréis podido comprobar por la baja (inusualmente baja... jum) frecuencia de visitas y nuevos posts, estoy (estamos todos) de vacaciones. Y esto va a tardar en actualizarse. O quizás no, porque mañana me voy a Huesca y supongo que desde allí contaré cositas y tal, con mi madre y eso. Uf, 6 horas de bus xD menos mal que mi DS revivió!

... si, ayer murió el cartucho pirata repentinamente, pero lo resucité! muahahaha!! xD

A ver, hagamos un repaso a los últimos días:

El dia 3 fue aniversario, Has y yo fuimos a comprar el regalo de Fer y después a cenar al Osaka ^__^

El día 6 fue el cumple de Fer; antes de eso, el 4 lo celebramos por todo lo alto. Partida de bolos (la peor de la historia, pero la más divertida xD testimonios en el tuenti), luego cena. LUEGO, o sea muyyy tarde... porque claro, sábado por la noche, sin reserva unas 16 personas, pues es jodidamente complicado encontrar sitio ¬¬UUU al final en un Doner enorme que hay en Blasco Ibañez xD pero estaba rico al menos y salió relativamente barato. Que narices, a lo que importa: Fer invitó a botellón!! Y... se rompieron 2 botellas de Vodka T_T fue lo triste de la noche. Todo lo demás, fue GENIAL.
Especial apunte a los maderos que nos iban rondando en Blasco Ibañez, y que al final nos hicieron bajar la cena a base de correr con las botellas a cuestas xDDDDD Very funny.

Y luego... tuve un exámen de Intro a la hª el miércoles 8, y después de eso VACACIONESSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Así es, estamos todos de vacaciones desde el día 9 jueves. Haciendo NADA más que el perro xD Que relax, diox, se necesitaba jajajajaj

Ayer fui a comer con Hastursan a casa de mi padre para ver a mi hermana que se había desplazado fugazmente desde Madrid hasta Vlc, y que volvía hoy xD.

Así que no hay mucho más, Akiko es monísima y le deseo unas geniales vacaciones con su estrenada independencia... .... 1 semana sola. ^^UUU espero no tener que contarla del lado de los no-vivos cuando vuelva.

Y bueno, cuando llegue mañana a Huesca puede que escriba un post, o algo en el chat, si a alguien le importa porque, reconozcámoslo, estamos de vacaciones y nadie leemos blogs xDDDDD

Un Beso Enollllme mis amoles ;)

Pd: escribo en español para variar y juro que cuesta!!!!! T^T jajjajaja que raro es todo!!
Pd2: Cariiiiii = David = Hastursan = Nene = petisuisuu xD

6 years + 9 months

2009-04-03T14:29:00.003+02:00

This is what you see

Today I have something to celebrate...
help me celebrating it or I won't be able to.

I love you
4 months trying to believe

The two most exciting events...

2009-03-31T21:03:00.007+02:00

So, I was gonna make a shared post to tell the two most exiting things in months happend in this few days, but then weighted them againg and decided one of them deserved way more attention than the other; so I'll leave the task of telling you abouth the An Cafe concert to Hastursan. If he doesn't, you can go stack him xDDDD I'll only say it was AMAZING!!! Nyappyyyyyy!!! :333333333333333333333333333

That meaning I'm gonna concentrate on the most important event of the week: JAC's come back!!!! :D
After months without seeing him, finally this week we'll meet again. I'm SO eager... I missed him so much. Well, my dear best (male) friend is finally here for a month. And then... until the erasmus ends.
Though I'm exited I'm a lil' afraid; has he changed THAT much? will he still be my "friend"?
JAC, we need to talk ^___^ and that's soooooo good!!

Well.... so after this I dunno what else to say.
I h8 the rain when I have to go out ¬¬ I even h8 it more when I'm queing for a concert XD for 5 hours... It was desperatingly boring _O_ but worthy, nontheless :3

Planning:
2nd> exam ¬¬UUU
3rd> Anniversary ^o^
4th> Fer's anticipated bday celebration (his bday is the 6th)

see u in Tuenti!! ^0^

Ps: Flyleaf!! xDDD

Why

2009-03-25T18:07:00.003+01:00

Your Word is "Why"

You see life as complicated and intriguing. The only thing you know for sure is that you haven't figured it all out yet.

You question everything and believe very little. And whatever you believe is likely to change.

You are interested in theories, philosophies, and religions... even if you don't buy into any of them.

You are also fascinated by how things work. You'd like to understand as much in the world as possible.

What's Your Word?

Right now my life is a big WHY...
-why do I fail if I did study;
-why do I feel unhappy when I have what I dreamed of;
-why my life feels the same everyday no matter how many changes I do;
-why my friends use the chat instead of creating an account on Blogger to comment on my posts... xD

hell... sense of humor, how IRONIC ¬¬U

ps: 3 days to go to Bcn and see An Cafe!
ps2: I failed. Guess I said it before, but... I like to scratch in my own injury. By myself.
ps3:my hair is not blue anymore!! stupid colour... it doesn't even last 2 washes!!!! T^T

Da Party (at my place)

2009-03-15T17:09:00.004+01:00

So, for the lucky people (aka my friends, my buddy and I) that came, there's little else to say because it was G.R.E.A.T!!!!!!

Tuenti Pictures:

OK, before Tuenti linked photos xDDD (I took none, thanx for bringing a camera and using it, I was TOO exited having a great time and drinking xDDDDD) I'll make a little post to tell the unfortunate people (aka the erasmus friends and those who are not living in Valencia city) how cool my party was xDDDD NO OFFENSE INTENDED, REALLY, DON'T STACK ME PLEASE _O_

On Wednesday I proposed a party at my home: drinking (BOTELLON), pizza & Carmen (place to party at Vlc). People were eager to, but not on Saturday... so I moved the event to Friday. And had to clean the house really fast the afternoon before with Hastursan (thanx for your help sweety :33) On Friday also I went to a Mascletá. Very good, lets move on.

Friday Night.
... no organization whatsoever xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
next time PLEASE lets meet together to buy drinks or whatever, because really, that was terrible. But oh, well, at least we met at time to drink xDDDD I'm glad you liked my place ^__^ we had one of the funniest times that for sure!
Oh... and... about the pizzas (the no-to-be-pizzas xDD the who-was-gonna-buy-them-no-it-wasn't-me-oh-wait.... xDDDD) in the end we had dinner in a Chinese restaurant xDD with NamaChan :3 and after this YEAH! we had botellon xDD

So we didn't go to the Carmen but has a great time. I love you ALL!! I love you the most HASTURSAN (L)_(L) xD

Now, the pictures:

oh... I cannot upload them...

FUCKING SHIT ¬¬

If you wanna see them, look for me in the Tuenti, or ask me or... well... shit ¬¬U

An Cafetosss

2009-03-09T19:02:00.005+01:00

And Here We... GO!
(quoting the GREATEST Joker ever *_*)

Now, my dearest readers.... I have a present for all of you that look to my blog from above, betting on when it will die from comments' famine ¬¬UUUU

WE (Hastursan and I) are going to Barcelona on March the 28th to see...

Nyappy Go Around The World II
!!!!!

Yesterday Hastursan and I bought the tickets (expensive.... I'm very very poor now _O_) and now the only thing left is to plan the day ^____^ きゃあああああああああああああ！！

OK, other than that, these days have had nothing out of the normality, I'm getting better at Tuenti xD my friends are the coolest, and my personal issues are a mess.

...I have a new rag doll (not the one I initially wanted, but oh, well, cute nonetheless)

And in between... a weekend with good and bad things.

...
Hell I dunno why I write if you never read it :(

So, on Friday I went to a piercing and tattoo place with Raxel and Neru, and finally got a new piercing on my ear :33 no pics, sorry xDD it's difficult to take a picture of your own ear and stay cool at the same time xD

And... well, on Wednesday I have a history exam, and Fallas are a nuisance @_@ I h8 firecrackers!!! childhood trauma xDD

Dunno what else to tell, because you are never here to read or comment... yep, this is officially a zombie blog ¬¬ dying just like me.

...Now if you don't want me to say this creepy things, please COMMENT. Thanx :__3

Anniversary 6/8

2009-03-03T16:38:00.002+01:00

I Love You And I Wish Things Were As In A Shojo Manga... reality doesn't always fit in my world. I feel so out of place, so LOST.

Now the 7 differencies xDDDDD

... I know, I know, I'm not THAT pretty -3- UUU but I'm a good girl!! xDDDDD
OK, I'm BAD xD but that's good! muahahaha

too bad I have nothing interesting to say, today's raining a lot, and classes are boring, but my friends are the best presons in the whole world!!! THANX FOR EVERYTHING GIRLS!!!!!!
LOVE U!! ^3^

So I'm ill....

2009-02-25T18:39:00.004+01:00

Looks like having new freaking cool friends plus a tuenti account doesn't guarantee comments on my blog... even if I say out loud "Hay, y'know what? I HAVE A BLOG!" ¬¬U it's so unfair....

Also, talking about unfair things, I cannot post videos from Fioryparty uploaded in youtube because some shitty organization, call it mafia, call it bunch of bastards, SGAE and relatives (now dare to come and try to fuck my freedom of expression) freaked out with people that used songs in their home made videos (remember that Telefonica aka Timofonica is stealing ideas from videos uploaded from particulars in youtube and then making adds without paying author copyright... yeah, legality, that fucking irony) and forbid them to use that songs: either they muted it or changed the song paying or with another that had no copyright.
That's why I cannot upload videos from youtube; because without the chosen songs, they lose the fun. But I can copy-paste the link to Newgrounds where you can find them ^__^ Naruto Randomness 5

Well, the real (?) xD reason to post today is because I'm ill. My head hurts, my body hurts, everything spins and I don't feel like going to my fake reading week xDD fuck them. When they said we'll have a week at month to study/read/upload papers and without classes... which part of WITHOUT CLASSES didn't they understand? ¬¬U tired of stupidity.
And I'm ill since Sunday... well, since Monday. And I forgot to watch House because Hastur and I went to dinner out with a friend of him, and I definitely lost my health that night. I have no voice! I cannot sing! T^T (I cannot speak, but not being able to sing THIS song makes me really sad T___T)
So, I'd appreciate if people would comment sth, whatever here... because, yeah I have tuenti, but I'd feel relieved if this blog turned to life
(........ was it ever alive from the beginning?
shut up, you bitch!
oh, multiple personality, what would I do without you?
get bored... obviously xD)

Ps: I forgot yesterday was the MTV Winter! T^T because:
a)I'm stupid
b)I was ill
c)I went out
c.1)and should have been watching HOUSE -___- lame...
d)all the answers posted before.

You told me but I forgot! SORRY!! ごめんあさい！！！

Yet another review

2009-02-23T18:13:00.007+01:00

Today is 23F, and I felt like writing a little, just a small update so you can stop bugging me about the death of this unread blog ¬¬ for the ones that don't know what hapenend on 23F, a lil' moustached son of a bitch tried to fuck us again. Links JFYI: English Wiki, Spanish Wiki, Japanese Wiki? xDDD

On other order of things I've checked I cannot be in between a massive amount of people or next time I will surely die.
Yesterday Hastur and I had an amusing afternoon/evening... in an ambulance (shoot! xD) Yep, lemme explain briefly: we went to an act called La Cridá tipycal of Valencia in Fallas, the meaning of this act is to call everybody to let'em know Fallas are about to begin. OK, people goes massively. You'll never see as much people together as in Valencia in fallas, I promise; there are too much you can barely breath. That's about 10 points less of life. Plus you cannot move, 5 points less of life (XDDD) also, if you suffer from clautrophobia... and a very low blood preassure... well, imagine like, zero points of life xDDDD and that's when I collapsed. The thing was that I was trying first not to think of the situation, then, to reject the feeling of dumbness that produces a lipothimia, and later (and last thing I could manage to do before falling XD) to warn Hastur. Late, unfortunately ^^U so I fell uncoscious, people started to move to let me breath and some son of a b*tch stepped on my heart finger. Great, that woke me. Though I fell again in a very short lapse of time. And afterwards (I dunno how I manage to get out of there with my bag) I woke again in the street, out of the crowd, and with Hastur (luckily) next to an ambulance. They got me to the hospital and I recovered well. Now I'm fully energised XDDD

...for all of you (cri-cri) that may think it was because I didn't eat, you're wrong. I ate: I had breakfast, lunch and even a donnut before going there. So stop it already ¬¬U thanx.

I'm done with the chronicle of late Sunday. Now, on Friday Naru, Nat, Raxel, Mari-chan, Cris, David, Krik and Fer went to a Chinese restaurant to have a dinner together for Krik's Bday. Hastur had dinner with his ex working mates, and afterwards he came partying with us. Good night, we did have fun ^__^ and the presents we bought were really successful XDDDDD

Then, I can end this review chronicle saying I'm a lazybone xD I h8 when, by obligation, I have to do a thing that is by definition, an amusement choice: create a BLOG ¬¬ for the history of the English lang. teather and his stupid class XD So, I'll tell you any other day about that fucking activity >___<

Kisses!

Ps: dedicated to my best friend JAC, and his bizarre interest for the Saw saga ^^U

Ps2: for G-d's sake, SAVE THE KITTEN!!!! x333333333333 sooooo cute!!!

Gomen gomen!!

2009-02-17T17:56:00.004+01:00

みんあごめんあさい！

I know, I've been like missing ^^U I didn't feel like updating ¬¬ who was gonna read me anyway?

... self h8.

xD

Now, seriously. If you read this blog and I don't keep it updated most probably you'll stop reading me --like I want someone as you, lazy bone _O_ and I need some motivation to keep this, my friends already know what happens in my life because I chat almost everyday with them at university or by msn, so this is mainly to keep me entertained.
OK I'm pathetic -__-U I have a nonsense blog. Useless. What a pity.

But: If for whatever reason you end up reading me and, who knows, even after liking what I post, didn't know what to comment, please, think twice, I even have a chat! you can post ideas, suggestions, I dunno, but even if you're an stranger, out of my circle of well-known friends, you're allowed, free expression, to comment in my blog (always taking into account I'm the webmaster and I don't allow lack of respect to anybody).

The thing is that in my last post I greeted briefly my bfriend Hastursan for his (censored) years xDDD And now, for you gossip people, a summary of the weekend!
It was February, the 13th, Friday. *hears a scream: JASON!!* LOL xDD And unfortunately, Has had to work. Yeah, f*ck the capitalism xD so when he finally came home it was already too late to do anything but rest. After that, we went to his home and had dinner with his family. Then we slept ;) *winks* muahahah XD
Next Day: the V day of VENDETTA! chocolate vs roses, the final vengeance XD it was St. Valentine! f*ck capitalism x2. That was our (just the 2 of us) day ^__^

The End.
Not a Happily Ever, I don't believe in such stupidities, but quite happy nevertheless XD

And for this week, insubstantial as any other week, h8 to wake up early and such. No homework, but he has to work. F*ck capitalism x3 ¬¬

Ps: I got a new haircut! well not THAT new, but definitely necessary xD now, I have to choose between shiny black and blueish black... which one could suit me best, and why? c'mon, participate!!

Kisses!

Happy Bday my luv

2009-02-13T13:57:00.002+01:00

Happy B-day David!!!!!

and a glorious, XxX Valentine day :333

university is a bitch

2009-02-09T17:15:00.004+01:00

Thanx to Fioryparty for giving me the idea for this title.

OK, I SHOULD be working on my tomorrow-to-handle history porfolio. Yeah, I SHOULD. But I can't!!! I'm too exited and TOO tired I dunno where to start XDDDD

So, today it's been my first second semester classes. I h8 them. Zero motivation. Puri is a bitch, and I don't care what you think ¬¬U she'll be the death of us, I foresee it.
So English Theatre until the 19th century sucks, we all know since you have to read all such of things you wouldn't because the best way IMHO to study a play is watching a representation better than reading a script. Honestly, am I SO strange? Furthermore, she's giving us the classes (because she's also lecturing us in poetry & prose... great) in Spanish. OK, 5th year. AM I SO STRANGE??? DO I WANT AN IMPOSSIBLE??? kill me >___<

Other than that, today's been a re encounter day; during exams we had the feeling of meeting just for the sake of studying. Now we can also meet not to study. Life is comforting XD So the rest of the classes have gone well... boring but well. Tomorrow will be worse xDDD 9 a.m. here I go!

What made my weekend worthy was that, to start with, David won the lottery!! XD One of the VPO (official protected houses) we were aiming to get, is finally ours! except we don't want it XDDDD I'll tell you later about that, it's... complicated (issues related to my emotional stability and personal relationship avoided, thank you).

And this Saturday we went out with my friends Nerea, Natalia, Raquel, Sara, Mary, David, Krit..., like I can remember ALL names ^^UUUU guess I spent my memory with the pokerap XDDD but we had such a wonderfully funny time!!! PLEASE I wanna go out with you next time!! David says you're GREAT ^____^ Love you Neruto XD thanx for inviting us to the outing for your bday (it was officially last week but, well, the present wasn't prepared XDDD we're such a filthy naughty girls muahahahah)

And with that I shall say goodbye to you, I have TONS of things to do for tomorrow, and very little time to do them (because I have very important plans for this evening :3333333333333)

Kisessssssssss be naughty!

Ps: An Cafe are coming to Barcelona!!!!!!!! すごいいですよ！！ :33333

(1st) Anniversary

2009-02-03T12:04:00.006+01:00

Thanks for all you're giving me, for all you do for us, for giving me hope when I had none, love when I thought it was long ago lost.

Thanks for being here when I'm not, for standing me when I can't stand myself. For listening, sharing, for your capacity to love.

I could say this is our first anniversary because it's been a month since you returned me the will to love.

I'm sorry for what I did and say. You taught me that I can be a world for someone, that someone being you. And that made me feel alive again.
I don't know how to explain all you've been able to make me feel again.

For all this THANK YOU.
And I LOVE YOU.

6 years & 7 months

Freaking adorable (1)

2009-01-28T18:26:00.004+01:00

I'm pretty sure you already know this cat. If you don't, THIS is a MUST.

I said I was almost sure you'd knew it because I already posted some videos from Mugumogu; y'know, boxcat and such xDDD
BTW this is like a great fur pillow in a too small box: Freaking adorable.

... I WANT a (this) cat *_*
But I can't T^T so I have my BLACK NDS Lite *_____________*

'El que no se conforma es porque no quiere'

Today I went to doctor again to see why the hell my pharyngitis was still f*king me. No idea. Wow, expecting a doctor and found House ¬¬U only in form of a woman shouting "leave it to my assistant!!" xDDD that was fun until she submitted me to medical test I'm not gonna wish even to my enemies _O_
After that I got home and "ate". I'm freaking tired of eating puree or smooth food. Guess I wished TOO MUCH for a diet xDDD

Fuck*ng Hillarious (1)

2009-01-27T13:38:00.005+01:00

Hell.... I almost fell from the chair laughing XDD

Tomorrow (os soon enough so you won't miss me xD):
more videos! Form Youtube, Fioryparty or else... I'm a copyrighted stealer, muahahahah

Ps: One week to finish my exams! *.*
Ps2: pharyngitis strikes again (and counting, one week ¬¬UUUUUU h8ing.....)
Ps3: not so bad, could have been worse, but the fact is today I finished my next to last exam, only lasts one.
Ps4: I getting all hoocked up with my nds XD guess I needed it after all :333

Best THING Ever

2009-01-22T15:09:00.003+01:00

Not jocking.
Seriously.
Honestly.
Truly.

My BLACK NDS LITE IS THE THE BEST PRESENT EVER!!!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ROFLALAPMASTC *

*(Rolling On the Floor Laughing And Laughing And Pissing Myself And Scaring The Cat)

Ps: Yesterday's exams were hell on earth. I felt feverishly; I was indeed. Today I feel a little bit better... waiting for the marks I fear (homestly, I dunno what I wrote, I don't even remember what the questions were >___
Ps2: But........ NDS.... myyyyy treasssssssssssssssureeeee XD

The not-so-LOL day xD

2009-01-16T17:40:00.005+01:00

Hello World!

After 2 weeks (wow, how the heck has time passed like this? oh, yep, burning in hell of papers to hand out ¬¬) I decided to post something again. Don't expect too much. Or maybe...

I'd like to say in the 3rd of January I published a post to tell everybody about a special date. What I didn't post (because it happened later) is that I bought a NDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* not for me, but for my bfriend xDDDDD
Ok, I'll explain this briefly: There wasn't black ones. As easy (and lame) as that. I'm a person of fixed ideas -___-U
But I get to play with it, because well, where would be the fun if I couldn't play with something I bought? *winks* And so I got hooked with Animal Crossing..... and forgot about this blog ^^U I wish it wasn't true but all of you forced me! I had no other escape, I had to see how my post were left unattended, never read or commented!! OH THAT'S SO SAD!

XD

OK. After this, next issue. My mortgage is 298000 Bells.
No, it wasn't that XDDD

Oh, yep, the new theory of why Fuster just hates me a lot. Because *drums* I dress like goth!
¬¬UUUUUUUUU
Sad but true.
And today was the day to try to fix that.
I lie. Today was the WTF day! XDD We decided (Krysia, Cris, Sandra and I) to get Fuster on his nerves. How? Easy: dressing up to extremes. Funny? LIKE HELL!
But I got asleep. And almost got late, so I had to look for a free chair wherever. Krysia got late and thanx G-d I saved one for her. Cris didn't appear and Sandra got totally asleep.
Burn baby, burn.

BTW after the hellish class I went for a walk and amazingly and to my utter astonishment I discovered there were NO new mangas! *sarcasm mode ON*
But I got something better *evil smirk* Prepare yourself for...

My Emo Sasuke!

Dare to say is not LOL, just dare XD and Rasengan will vaporize you :P

**Naruto FAN Girl ^_^

Ps: Read NARUTO! And Meitantei Conan! And FMA! buf... who said people didn't read in this country? XD Otakus will up this world!
Ps2: Exams..... porfolios.... exams....
Ps3: Fin!

6 years & 6 months

2009-01-03T16:26:00.002+01:00

Thanks for always being by my side

Happy 2nd day of the new year!

2009-01-02T13:19:00.005+01:00

A little resume of my New Year's day:

After coming back from Huesca and get together with David on the 30th of December and confirm we had absolutely NO PLAN whatsoever for the 31st, we decided to take things with philosophy and wait for a miracle. The 31st a miracle in form of one-hour-car-trip to a disco jumped in front of us. Weighting the alternatives, dinner arrived: we had dinner with his family, and after this ate the 12 deadly grapes (nobody choked this year, luckily xDDD).
It would have been nice to go with Ana and Jose to Apache, but the car trip and police making alcohol tests just got us backwards.

How was our New Year's Night then, may you ask?

:33333~~ David and I alone at home XDDDDDD a private party ;) and hope for a weekend plan XDDDDDDDD we're still looking for it.

So, everything when mostly fine, I cannot regret of anything ^_^

Ps: I want a NDS!!!!!! *___*
Ps2: Sales, sales, SALES!!!! (needed)
Ps3: ZOMG, loads of things top do! T^T

Farewell Huesca

2008-12-29T13:55:00.003+01:00

Today is my last day in Huesca. It's been a week but time has gone so quickly it seemed less time. I'm gonna miss the cold, the ice, the snow, my mother, my sister, Musa XDDD her bites, her scratches XDDDDDD no, that last two things absolutely NO. I agree she's the most beautiful black kitten I've ever seen, somehow panther like, but she behaves like that. Definitely I'm not gonna miss her over sized claws.

At least Elsa came. On Saturday evening she arrived deadly tired and carrying a desperate kitten with her XDD a trip from Madrid with an hyperactive cat... guess how she felt.

On Sunday she still was sleeping when my mother and I went to Biota to see my grandparents. We just stayed for lunch: morning and part of the afternoon. Weather at dusk worsens, so we had to come back early. I really miss them a lot, so I'm very sad, I'd have liked to stay more time (on the other hand there wasn't heating on the house, so it could have been my last night....... ^^U)

Now I'm preparing my suitcase for tomorrow, though it's still early, but I'm afraid I'll forget something xDDD it rarely happens, but my head is everywhere else but here now. I'm sad for leaving.
Tomorrow I'll see David again, and the sorrow will lessen. Hopefully... you can deduce I'm not the most sociable person when I'm sad.

And just 2 days to go: 2009 it's almost here and David and I have absolutely not whatsoever plans for the night of the 31st of December. Pathetic ¬¬U thank his friends.

Tomorrow I'll write some more, now I'm a little apathetic -__-

Ps: I have to finish and upload the mother fucking stylists work today. Somebody please, murder her as cruelly as possible. For our sake. Thank you.

Xmas 2nd try

2008-12-26T14:45:00.007+01:00

After some cold, freezing foggy days, we've woke up with sun. Though cold. Almost 1ºC, wow xDD.

Yesterday wasn't the typical xmas day, because my family wasn't together, we couldn't go to Biota (see previous post) and my sister had to work so she stayed in Madrid. So my mother and I decided to keep the day as any other day. Nothing special. And planned for a weekend trip.

As I said, today we woke up with sun. But now is cloudy, and windy. I think it's gonna rain soon. I prefer snow and frost _o_

It's not been decided yet if we'll go today to Biota, we're delaying the trip on purpose on thoughts of my sister to come this Saturday and then go the three of us. We will see.

I'm missing you very much, I think of you every day. Please, don't worry prematurely, everything that must be talked about will be once we're together. I DO also love you. But please, keep your heart inside your chest ^^UUUUU thank you xDDD

Ps: I still haven't received any presents. I'm the one that waits until the 6th of January XD but I'm very pleased with my early xmas present :333 thanx my love.

Ps2: new pictures! they're cold! XDDD

xmas 1st try

2008-12-25T12:39:00.008+01:00

And now, pictures of the day:

1ª intentona de ir a Biota a pasar las navidades frustrada. Razón: Nieve + escarcha + hielo + niebla + -3ºC + el coche literalmente helado = a sal tu si tienes cojones.

1st try to go on Xmas to Biota becomes failure. Because: snow + frost + ice + fog + -3ºC + the car was literally frozen = go if you're brave enough, just try.

El ‘gatocaja’ or Box-Cat xD [EDIT]

2008-12-23T10:16:00.006+01:00

Gaticos....
Kittens....

Now DARE to say the are not LOVELY. Just DARE.....

And I'll happily kill you :3333

Yesterday at the bus station:
ME: Mom I'm LITERALLY freezing!
MOM: Stop whining! It's not SO cold.
temperature in the street, 4 p.m. : -2ºC + fog + frost
ME: ¬¬UUUU Mom...
MOM: Just shut up and buy a better coat.

.... _o_ she's dead right about this xDDD

Ps: video from Todo Principio Tiene Un Final

[EDIT]
Today, 12 p.m

yep, it's COLD.

time for a xmas excuse

2008-12-21T13:01:00.000+01:00

So I’ll start apologising for being missing for almost a month. Sorry. I truly wasn’t inspired _O_

Since David went to Madrid to work I’m just existing… life is boring without him.

Now, I’m gonna introduce you my advanced xmas present: my lotus code!! A present from David :___3333 it’s really expensive, but I love it. Though I feel very guilty T^T what the heck am I gonna give him for xmas!?!?!?

Also, about the Twilight movie:
Ok, that’s very disconcerting…. I’ve not gone watch it yet, but I have two opposed opinions about it.
First my sister-in-law xDDDD Ana, that just after watching it, call me to my mobile phone.
ANA: Hi Pao, have you already seen Twilight?
ME: no, not yet, but…
ANA: For G-d’s sake, DON’T GO!!!

And after it, all the explanation and motives of why not to go. She kinda convinced me, nearly 90%. Ok, almost totally. I decided not to go xDDDDD for now. I want to see it in English first, if possible.

Second, my sister, Elsa. She also called me after watching it. She was really excited ^^U
ELSA: Pao!!! Guess what I’ve just watched in the cinema!!
Me: Ehhh…. Twilight? (dunno how I guessed it XD)
ELSA: YESSSSSSSS!! I totally LOVED it!!!!!!!
ME: Like FUCKING WHAT!!!?
ELSA: it’s been amazing!!!
ME: …. Did he fly?
ELSA: oh… I seemed like, but I can’t really say if he just could jump 40 meters of fly. Why?
ME: … doesn’t matter.

Now I’m lost XD There are two ¡films I want to watch, but about Twilight I’m really confused. What would you do? PLEASE, comment and tell me your reviews, because it seems that people who haven’t read the book (aka ELSA) loved it O_o

And now, I’m saying farewell XD
Not really, just going to Huesca for xmas. I miss my mom, and my sister ^^ and my mother’s family XDDD and snow…. And David. But that’s a little bit complicated.

So have a nice xmas and get lots of cool presents. See you in my next post (hopefully still this year XDDDD)

Ksssssss

Ps: I finished my classes!!!! YAHOOOOO XD

I'll pretend to hug

2008-12-08T21:28:00.004+01:00

David's finally gone to Madrid to work.
...
I'm already missing you.

Come back soon, though soon is not enough.
I love you so much.

Kisses my love :333

Grimilla

2008-12-05T18:25:00.006+01:00

A mi no me jodas, no sé por qué pero este gato me da grimilla...

Fuck it, I dunno why but this cat gives me jitters...

On other order of things, today is the premiere of Twilight the movie ^^UUU I'm still having my doubts on it, I dunno whether I'll go to watch it today, this weekend.... will I ever be bold enough to risk my wonderful pov of the books??
I need a cup of absent... xDDD

Richmond: Do you have absent?
Jen: No, no I don't
Richmond: Oh, I only drink absent
Jen: Carlsberg, wine...
Richmond Oh, Carlsberg will be fine
Jen: ...

The IT Crowd, 2nd season chapter 4 The Dinner Party

Ps: Peter File XD just say it....
Ps2: Sometimes I swear I wish I knew a little bit more about computing, kinda IT Crowd XD or at least be able to learn without having to ask about every computing joke to my bfriend David ^^U because I KNOW I'm missing important details in this jokes/puns that are very funny, and I h8 it!! -___-U

My career is worthless from the academic and former-job-to-get pov....

Ps3: is not what you say, is how you say it; in your case is both, is what you say because is a cruel joke, and how you say it because though it might seem innocent implies way more than what you say.

Wrong-Bad? Good... Right?

2008-12-03T15:40:00.005+01:00

~First things first:

Happy Anniversary my lova!! 6 years and 5 months ^_^

Also today is a good day because you're not going to Madrid tomorrow.

But is bad because I should have gone to Huesca tmorrow (and I'm not = my mother will kill me)

Also is good because we can spend more time together

Though is bad because today I had an exam (...ahem...) and I'll have to studay way more to do it next day ^^U I hope for.

It's also bad because you'll go to Madrid on Monday evening... and we'll see each other only on weekends

Right: I SHOULD be happy for you (I'm)
Wrong: ........ I'll miss you :_____33

Ps: Good! We'll see together Twilight!! *_*
Bad....... ? ^^UUUUUUU

Random-ess

2008-11-29T11:05:00.006+01:00

This is gonna be a totally random-ess XD because as always since a while I wanted to keep this blog updated but I had NOTHING interesting to post ¬¬ fuck my life, it was cooler when I was all the time suicidal and depressed XDDDDD at least I could write nightmares and people commented about my health and metal state and not about whatsoever I could write now in randomness _o_ my life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Em... as this is a (quoting myself) totally random post, don't hope for a tidy structure of facts. Yep, I made my Genre & Sex exam and checked I'm useless learning things just by memorising. At least I could remember one of the longest names of a French feminist but I ended up writing it upside down ¬¬UUUUUUU negative criticism allowed, thank you.

Also, I'm stuck at home because it's mostly raining and I h8 half things XDDD or rains or it doesn't, but no 4 drops of rain, then 10 minutes without a drop, and then rain again. Absolutely no, you cannot trust heavens!! XD I h8 having to use the umbrella for 5 fucking minutes, then fold it soaked and then open it again ¬¬ totally like NO.
And so I'm sooooo bored I started watching IT Crowd again, and then Naruto XD after weeks only reading the manga the only thing I can say it's almost the same that with Meitantei Conan: worthless. Because manga is way further from anime chapters and you'll only see what you read weeks before. Totally loss of time. Animation sometimes sucks (except for H........... neko-ecchi XDDD)

Then I remembered 2 things (well, lot more, but I ain't gonna tell you everything now, randomness remember, not tidy post) first, there's a new IT Crowd season being aired at the moment, so I tried to find it on the internet (youtube, seriesyonkis, etc) I found it. But only first chapter; so I decided to wait until I could watch it with David ^^
Second.... Naruto Randomness!!!!!! I swear is fucking amazing, people! Only warn you not to see it unless you wanna see shippuden spoilers. BTW, they'll only be spoilers if you're either following the series in the anime or reading the spanish manga... if you're following the onemanga.com naruto's uploads, then there will be no problem ^^

I say that because.... I'm gonna post naruto's randomness!! It's crazy, you're gonna love it XD

Spoilers ahead xD

Kisses

Ps: comments PLEASE! even if you don't like manga, c'mon!!
Ps2: you can always check Fiory's page to see more videos, but you can also wait for me to post them so you can comment... please? XDDD

Cancer (the horrorscope's return)

2008-11-23T20:11:00.003+01:00

Honestly....... WTF??

Semana 23/11/2008 - 29/11/2008

Amor: Nuevas personas entran en su vida, y sentimentalmente se sentirá atraído por la novedad. Puede que no se dé cuenta, pero lo que desea afectivamente lo tiene a su lado.

¬¬UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

stupid post, I'm studying English Grammar, don't ask me for coherence, I lost it about an hour ago _O_

Ps: I don't believe in horoscopes but this one I found use to tell me the freakiest things ever, so I hope is not just me, please check it XD related to love it amazes me sometimes, but related to health most of the times scares me to death!!! issues like weight and eating habits are surprisingly accurate ¬¬ Are we cancer SO predictable??

Ps2: yesterday's movie was............. ok, McDonald's was......... OK, night was cold and Sandra was as charming as always :3333 love you pretty!! see you tomorrow in Grammar test T^T why, oh why!????

....
.......
...........♥? xDDD

Ps3: That's a warning! XD if you don't post a comment in the next week I swear for my future dollfie I'll close this!!!!!! indefinitely!!!!

Cookies?

2008-11-22T12:21:00.004+01:00

*cof,cof, Garfield fan xDD hum!*

みんあさんおげんきですか

Here I'm again, give all a nice welcome to my newest reader (and possible commentator xDD), Clive! I hope your positive criticism helps me driving this blog to success XD otherwise you'll be banned *evil laugh* (using people, oh!)

After some umm not-so-nice posts about paranoia which possibly made me even more an outcast in the blogger world, I decided trying sth different: monologues XDDDD no, not today, maybe when I got some inspiration out of the blue ^^U

For now you'll have to wait for more interesting things --hey!! come back!!!!! T^T
This evening I'm gonna to the theatre with David, Sandra and her boyfriend to watch J.B. XDDDD please, PLEASE, for my sanity don't ask me what J.B. means, and no, unfortunately it isn't whisky -_-U

This week has been a little bit like hell. David went to Madrid to do some job interviews, and when he came back 2 days later he had a very VERY good offer on a multinational. Pros: a multinational! and money. Cons: Staying at Madrid. For as long as he worked there, indefinitely.
.... we talked, and talked, we revised pros and cons, talked about our relationship and how much we wanted to stay together... and finally we decided for him to stay. I think he regrets in part, but on the other hand, going to Madrid, starting living there, renting a flat....... ok, there were lots of cons apart from the personal reasons. So now, he stays the same that before the interviews, looking for a job. I wish him luck (in Vlc ^^U)

Today also starts here the Jornadas de Manga y Anime in the Greenspace... I'm not going, but if David reads this, I've got a message for him: pic the pictures we took in Bcn almost a month ago and give them to me. I WANT them ¬¬
Also, Neru, Rakel, Miri and Natalia, have a nice day there, take lots of pictures, I hope on Monday we can see each other pictures ^^

Ok, not really much else to tell, for now XD
comments, suggestions, criticism!??? PLEASE!! I'll do ALMOST anything ^^U

Campaign Save This Blog (please)

Ps: I miss JAC :______333
Ps2: Yesterday was the Twilight Premiere in USA!!! (why so excited? _O_)

see you soon...

2008-11-18T08:48:00.003+01:00

Already missing you, come back asap ^__^

Ps: Dvd is in Madrid, getting interviewed for a job.
Should I wish him good luck?? XDDD
I don't want him to go, No Way I want him to stay!!!! T^T

... love you :33

Ps2: tomorrow exam ¬¬ h8ing stylistics with all my being.
Ps3: wish me luck, 3rd card to get a VC! _O_

Limbo state

2008-11-16T11:15:00.003+01:00

This as strange as it sounds is the most reliable explanation you'll get if you ask me where the hell I've been this past two weeks. Yep, in the limbo; lacking empathy some days and falling into a downward spiral of despair and guilt the others.

... my personal life is not complicated; it's a chaos.

To start with I must explain briefly what led to that state of permanent change:
First I wanted space between David and I, just a little time to live apart after two years of living together totally overwhelmed and stressed over the matter of compromise. That happened almost 3 weeks ago.
And now that things are finally settled, that after anguishes, pain, cries and long, long honest talks about our feelings we met a point of agreement in living apart but staying together, the odds plot against us: There is a certain possibility of David getting a job in Madrid. And I don't want him to go.
I don't know what's wrong with my head, sometimes I'm not empathic at all, I feel like I was in a limbo, separated from the rest of the people, only concentrated in my own pain, which I assure you is enough for the day. I don't want him to go, but I don't want him to stay just because of me, just because of what happened. I don't want him to fear.

I know what I feel. I know what he feels. What I don't know is why the hell I'm not going to the psycho and try to fix my fuck*ng bipolarity ¬¬ its really annoying.

Ps: I'm not making it up, I'm bipolar for real. And lots of other things XD I've had a complicated life, some day I'll tell you..
Ps2: I don't want him to go!!!!!!!!!!
Ps3: yesterday we went out at night for "partying"...................... XD ok, not really, but it was fun.
(it was cold _O_)

The Week

2008-11-03T08:24:00.004+01:00

So many things and too little time to write them xDDDD

Here I'm again, to write a chronicle of my past week... yes, I'm gettin' used to write things after they'd happen ¬¬U I have lots to do usually.

Finally I went to the Saló del manga y Anime de Bcn *__* the trip by car in the same day was just hell... we were so tired and it rained so much at night I was scared, poor Khellendros XD but THANKS for driving ^^ It was amazing! so many people, cosplays, merchandising, Japaneses XD I'm really grateful for this. We really had a very nice day (we ended up deadly tired but it was worthy, at least it was for me XDDD)

That happened on Saturday; on Sunday David and I went to celebrate my Father's B-day with my sister and my grandma. We ate paella and luckily it didn't rain XD After this David and I stayed at home, h8ed Glock ¬¬UU h8 Hamilton XD and after this craziness that is the F1, went to the Medieval Fair that was closing this weekend.

Sita came on Tuesday 28 to Valencia, leaving her kitten with my mother and as consequence, missing her like hell (the kitten XDDD I mean); my mother will throw her anytime through the window (the kitten! XD She's very playful ^^U) She's staying here until next weekend (hopefully).

And...

In the personal field I have to say this last week has been pretty complicated, mostly painful and difficult. I'm not gonna give any details here, I deserve privacy at least here, my very close friends know what I'm talking about, and for the rest Need Not To Know.
BTW some things aren't gonna change, and though there ha been some changes in our living, we're together, and there's no way in time near for that to change; been this like that, I have to say:

♥ Happy 6 years & 4 months anniversary ♥

See you soon, lots of things more to tell, loads of pictures to upload, and painful marks to be ashamed of XDDD

Ps: I failed my 2 last exams.... genre and sex, and translation.... I don't fucking know WHY ¬¬
Ps2: This week I have 2 more exams, one of them I knew last Friday, happiness! ¬¬UUUU
Ps3: portfolio....... _O_
Ps4: how many trailers have they uploaded from Twilight The Movie?!?! We've seen nearly half of the movie XD (... to watch, not to watch,to watch, not to watch,to watch, not to watch....)
Ps5: I saw Deed
on Saturday in the Saló ^3^ I couldn't say anything because I'm nerdy shy -__-UUU But I liked her Bleach cosplay ^^ they were taking pictures with other bleach cosplayers.

JFYI

2008-10-27T08:23:00.003+01:00

Hello guys & gals, nice to see u again ¬¬ oh, the irony...

After a week I'm here again, just prepared to write quite a nonsense that nobody will comment --I'm not that sure 'bout who's reading, but if there's nothing good to say, better not to ^^U I agree with this... I'LL DIE ALONE! XDDD

Seems going to places nowadays it's even more difficult than we thought it was, everything conspires to let us down... first Ryanair fucks off my friends and cancels the tickets they bought to Spain on Xmas. Not only these, but also the tickets to come back after the Erasmus ¬¬ seems it wasn't profitable to flight VLC-LND anymore. Great, not only they dunno how to come back, but also they'll have to be refunded and we --the friends, are unable to go see them unless we take at least two flights. Yeah, capitalism sucks XDDDD

Bcn seems to be every day further away ^^UUUU no money, no friends?! WTF? I renounced to my cosplay, for G-d's sake, but I still wanna go! I'ts friki day! I'ts a MUST to all Otakus, I won't be young for too long, I have to cosplay while I can and it doesn't seem ridiculous XDDD

Neru, Miri, Raxel, Nat THANX for inviting me to the emo meeting this Sat, sorry for not being able to go _O_ that's also a MUST!! XD more days than sausages, we'll meet this week --yes, it seems no one is able to go to Bcn this year... _._u

Twilight The Movie is near! muahahaha we're ALL gonna DIE!!!!!!!!! :__33333 afraid.....

Em... a week since I was stupid .__.u

petonets!

Ps: dark side=cookies
Ps2: reading week!!!
Ps3: stlylistics........... _O_UUUUU
Psp: NDS
... que malo...

Cancer (o cómo los horóscopos dan por culo a veces)

2008-10-20T08:37:00.003+02:00

Hola mis pequeños moradores. pequeños, ínfimos, despreciables vagos que leéis y no comentáis o que lleváis días sin pasar por aquí, malditos.... *inspira, espira* Vale. Este post, menos denso, es porque me aburro, me levanto demasiado pronto para mis clases y al encender el pc, no tengo correos. Así que me dedico a pasearme XD Y a veces encuntro cositas curiosas.

Soy lo menos espiritual que te puedas echar a la cara, eso de primeras. No creo en mundos superiores o inferiores, hace un tiempo estuve en una época de idealismo budístico y tal, y mucho antes me hicieron comulgar ¬¬U Ahora soy plenamente consciente de que fue un error. Bien, eso me lleva a no creer en la gente que tira las piedras/hojas/conchas/cartas/dados/huesos?? y etc a un tapete para averiguar tu futuro o decirte tu pasado -- "oh, estás casada, a que sí?" y la gente n plan "cómo lo sabes?" POR TU ANILLO!!!!! ¬¬ gente crédula, ejem.
Pero de vez en cuando encuentras cosas que no por haber sido dichas al azar (y con más cuento que calleja) dejan de sorprenderte. Como el gran número de coincidencias que puede tener contigo un estúpido horóscopo.

Esta entrada en el blog de Trev (por favor, no dejéis de leerla, es genial, como todo lo que escribe este tio) me llama poderosamente la atención porque yo también soy cancer. Y porque asusta lo parecida que soy a esa maldita descrición, aunque con salvedades y tal, como dijo un filósofo "yo soy yo y mis circunstancias/experiencias". Pero si es cierto que me parezco a esa descripción... es como esos horóscopos del periódico gratuito que lees por las mañanas antes de entrar a clase, que son lo último que miras por curiosidad y a veces te partes el culo y otras te quedas de hielo, en plan "vale... haches de pe, dónde está la cámara?"

Esta es la descripción en cuestión:
EL MAS SORPRENDERTE DE LOS BESADORES. Gran atractivo en su personalidad. Su amor es único. Muy romántico. La persona más cariñosa que conocerás!
Totalmente creativo, imaginativo y soñador. Meditabundo. Con la mente siempre en el aire y un paso más allá. Extremadamente aleatorio y cambiante (y orgulloso de ser así). Freak. Espontáneo. Contador de grandes historias. Extremadamente tímido y cerrado. No es un para nada un luchador, pero de seguro te dejará inconsciente si tiene que hacerlo. Alguien de quien te aferrarías.

El carácter de un cáncer es el menos claro de todos los signos del zodiaco. Un cáncer puede ser desde tímido y aburrido hasta brillante y famoso. La casa de un Cáncer tiende a ser su refugio personal más que un escaparate para deslumbrar a los demás. Un cáncer entiende que hay momentos para ser sociable y otros momentos para ser solitario. Esto es una de las contradicciones en su carácter. Desde fuera parecen decididos, resistentes, tercos, tenaces, energéticos, sabios y intuitivos. No obstante los que les conocen desde la intimidad pueden ver un tipo de persona totalmente distinto - alguien sensible sobre todo hacia las personas a las que quiere. Los cáncer saben identificarse con la situación de los demás por su gran capacidad imaginativa. A veces son demasiados fantasiosos y pretenden construir su vida según un ideal romántico. Les gusta el arte, la música y la literatura y, sobre todo, los artes dramáticos y la acción. Un cáncer tiene una memoria excelente, sobre todo por acontecimientos personales y recuerdos de su infancia que son capaces de recordar al máximo detalle. Los cáncer viven condicionados por sus recuerdos del pasado y por su imaginación del futuro.

El signo cáncer tiene muchos defectos potenciales. Pueden tener tendencia hacia un desorden, un complejo de inferioridad. Se sienten aludidos con frecuencia, y muchas veces por causas imaginadas sin fundamento real, y les gustan demasiado los halagos de los demás. Son ambiciosos. Pueden cambiar sin dificultad profesión, lealtades e incluso su opinión sobre las personas.
En sus relaciones personales los cáncer son una mezcla de duro y blando. En la vida real y en su matrimonio su amor es intensamente leal. Aunque tengan relaciones fuera de su pareja (lo que es muy posible porque los cáncer están abiertos a la excitación sensual), su primera lealtad está con su familia porque se consideran su protector. De todas maneras, los cáncer quieren sin reservas y no dudan en dejar todo por amor. También son amigos leales de sus amigos.

Y ahora un trozo del horóscopo del iGoogle XD que también asusta por su estadística de aciertos/aproximaciones a lo que será mi semana ^^UUUUU

Semana 19/10/2008 - 25/10/2008
Amor: El amor se convertirá en algo importante y despertará su necesidad de recibir y entregar afecto. La inseguridad podría afectar el futuro de sus relaciones. Amores distantes.

....pues eso ^^U me voy pa clase.
Xauuu!!

Pd: si, este post en castellano, qué? _o_

Survival

2008-10-13T15:58:00.005+02:00

Yes, I survived to the rain, I made it through the wilderness XDDDDD more or less, I got a cold some days ago, and I'm still recovering *snif*, and yes, I survived to the almost-6-hours-long-trip by train to Huesca to see my mother the 9th --avoiding the 9 d'octubre in Vlc, not because I couldn't care less by that kind of things, but because it rained like hell. I barely survived, though, to the a/c in the train, to the massive amount of travelers we were in, and also, to the smell of some people that unknown what a shower is. After it, I stayed in Huesca till October the 12th, and got the train at 7 a.m., avoiding whatever news about the archaic military demonstration that happens every 12th of October.

That alone could resume the chronicles of my long weekend, but survival is more than a two-way ticket to hell XD Today I discovered I'll survive to the second thing I fear the most (obviously, gaining weight is 1st place): getting old. Yes, I'm immune to aging XD today I met Myriam, Natalia, Nerea and Rakel; this 4 girls, which I didn't remember until today, recognised me from the Saló del Manga y Anime de Vlc, and afterwards I sat with them and we talked about Twilight the movie, the books, manga and anime, about going to the Saló de Bcn... but before all this things, when they saw me, and we started to chat, the asked me which career I was in, and after knowing we were doing the same, which year I was in. That is the climax moment: they thought I was in 2nd year! I'M IN 5TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 22 years, I almost considered myself too old to even go on cosplay!! And they told me I didn't resemble a 22-year-old girl.

*HA-PPY* :33333333333~~~

...
I'd feel like flying were not because it's almost certain I'll not go to the Saló of Bcn T^T mainly because:
1st-no money;
2nd-nowhere to stay;
3rd-no cosplay; &
4th-no people to go with (though this 4 girls are going, so that's not true at all...)

Ok, 4th week of classes. Today I have an exam to do. No idea how to do it. Expectatives of failing: 70%
Rain expected for today: 95% of possibilities...

also... 4th week without [JAC]. I miss you :__3

Nothing else to say. I don't like Movie-Edward. I don't like movie-Bella. I don't like Bella XDDDDDD I don't like most of the cast!!!!!!!! And today I saw it promoted on A3 for the 1st time!! I don't dislike dubbers, but if possible, I'd like to see it in OV (if I had the guts to see sth that can ruin my mental image of the characters in the book and the book itself ¬¬U)

ps: why, oh why on earth the didn't fix right Edward's hair!?!?!?!? T^T he wouldn't ever comb his hair like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cuttest Cat EVER

2008-10-06T22:17:00.004+02:00

just a post to confirm the evidence: Cuttest things happen :333333~~~

*O*

...and sometimes happen to be bad-tempered *.*U

かわいい~~！！！

Reflejos --la pérdida de la pasta XD

2008-10-06T08:36:00.006+02:00

Press Play XD (to create some atmosphere... ^^U)

Bienvenidos al Programa de Cine de Bloodberry! (suena movierecord XDDDD espero)

Hoy el post será en español. Por qué? Porque me aburro XD y así mola más, que el vídeo de Ángel está también en castellano XDD :3333 Ángeeeeel...

La película de la que quiero hablar hoy es:
Refl3jos --la vi ayer.

Y qué hay que decir de esta película?

Que es mala de cojones. Ale, ya'ta.
... pero mala, mala, mala (me da lo mismo lo que diga Dvd, es MUY mala ¬¬ todos sabemos que el de 24 solo sirve para 24 XD su actuación es comparable a la de las tetas de la mujer, siempre visibles, pero innecesarias XDD)

Va, que no os gastéis la pasta en eso, a menos que;
1.Tengáis la pasta
2.Os mole la sangre sin sentido y las muertes RARAS ¬¬U lo digo en serio, sin sentido alguno, al menos en otras pelis era un psicópata, la gente había hecho alguna cosilla malilla, pero aquí NADA. Oh, pero si resulta que todo era culpa del -SPOILER- XD eso.
3.Queráis ver al niño-mutante-ojos de bicho. En serio, no podían haber encontrado a un espacimen más alejado cromosómicamente de sus padres, verdad? Una foto del crio en cuestión (y no, NO es mono, os juro que da grimilla ^^U WTF....)

Un beso, see you in the next post :3

Pd: el programa de cine de Ángel Martín!!!!!!!!!!! :3333333333333333333

...And leave the rest to time

2008-10-03T16:07:00.002+02:00

6 years & 3 months

Ps: not in the best time to celebrate, but good nevertheless, I'm still happy with you, I trust to fate. Whatever.

Dying or dyeing??

2008-10-02T16:21:00.007+02:00

Hey hey heyyyyy my hair is BLACK!!!!!!!!!!

But....

:_____________333 happiness is not full;

David has stopped speaking to me.... T^T

PS: but u know, I'm TOO fed up with this, with ME not doing WHAT I WANT just because I FEAR HIM being ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED with me. Like today ¬¬UUUUUU

On other order of thingsssss
This song is unbelievable right for today's situation ^^UUUU it fits what I feel right now (I swear I h8 feeling guilty just for doing what I want to!)

-Quoting from Stephenie Meyer's Website :

We are excited to have the exclusive unveiling of Paramore's "Decode" — the official single from the Twilight OST:

Hayley Williams from Paramore is a huge Twilight fan and recently talked about her love of the books and the song's title:

"Twilight is the first series of books I've ever read. I didn't get into the Harry Potter series even though I love the movies. Twilight really caught my attention and held it. I'm really excited to see the book adapted to film and excited that our band gets to be a part of the phenomenon. I chose the title "Decode" because the song is about the building tension, awkwardness, anger and confusion between Bella and Edward. Bella's is the only mind Edward can't read and I feel like that's a big part of the first book and one of the obstacles for them to overcome. It's one added tension that makes the story even better." -- Hayley Williams, Paramore

Here the Lyrics, enjoy :3

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

2008-09-27T11:51:00.003+02:00

Hello everybody! it's been almost a week since I last posted sth here (I avoided unworthy things XD) but now, on the Review Mode, I'm gonna summarize my week!!

Starting for the most recent happening:
The Extremoduro's Concert!!!
AWESOME!!!!!!

... little more to say XD I went with Sita (who came yesterday, specially for it (?)) and we had a great time. Ok, not at all XD my karma h8s me ^^U there was a boy before me jumping like crazy, and it had to happen: the stepped on my foot. Pain. I almost kill him ¬¬ but there were SOOOOO many people I just let it go, it was accidentally. So 3 ice cubes later (thanx Sita for helping me ^.^) re returned to our initial place in the concer (though a little further from the boy XD) and then the motherf*ckers made their great scene: fat, short, bulky skins started to kick everything in their way behaving like bulls ¬¬ I swear I h8 this people... luckily it was at the end of the concert, they must have been very drunk, because they spent more time on the ground than on foot.

After the concert, we had our clothes ruined XD mud everywhere, some stupid people threw beer above our heads, and humidity in the air made us look as if it'd been raining all the way.
We started walking to catch the same buses that brought us to Beniparrell, and after a long walk we did if finally. At 2 am we were safe, deadly tired, at home. David was almost asleep XDDDD my poor little thing... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

This week I started classes again; I must say that were not because of the excitement of seeing my friends, I wouldn't have been so eager to get to this day XD because classes this year are HELL ^^U not as hell as last year, but very seem-like. And I have so much pressure this time, I have to do EVERYTHING right.
But I saw Sandra, and Krysia!!! after a year, I almost cried, I was so ashamed for having lost contact... but she didn't hold a grudge against me, it was as if nothing has happened, just 2 friends seeing themselves again after a while. I was SO HAPPY :_____3333

And Josue left abroad for a year on Monday. I have to say this is the saddest things of this week (which I already posted but nevermind)

Well, this is my chronicles so far. It's cold and raining, and Musa (my sister's kitten) it's lovely :33333 (I hope she eats soon my budgerigar)

I'll write something else soon ^^

Ps: because we haven't made plans and as Sita is staying at my home this weekend but already sleeping, and David is in Japanese class, I have nothing more to say for now.
Ps2: I had to clean EVERYTHING this morning!!!!!!!!! X___xU

Farewell...

2008-09-21T12:34:00.003+02:00

It is very hard to say goodbye to a friend....

so I'll have to say SEE U SOON ^____^

Have a nice, wonderful and comfortable XD trip to Leicester tomorrow, my very best friend.

I'm gonna miss you A LOT; LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T a whole year!!!!!! *starts looking for flights to Leicester in holidays* XDDD~

Hope to hear from you asap (aka when you turn on your computer XDDDDD)

I'm sorry for not being able to go say bye to the airport (btw, when do you leave?? ^^UUU)

......
(feels stupid)

Pd: you don't know how HARD it will be not to see you tomorrow and think "another year laughing" :___333 already missing u...

Pd2: say sth, for G-d's sake XDD if nobody comments I'm invisible!!!!!!!!!!!!

bisexual or not?

2008-09-16T18:09:00.004+02:00

I wonder If I'm bisexual or just obsessed with pretty girls... XDDDD

OK, that RANDOM post is just because I think too much stupid things when I have free time, and as this blog is read by the Phantom of the Opera, F u.

Now seriously, I dunno my sexual orientation.
*Don't panic people, there's nothing to panic on, only my beloved boyfriend can suffer an anxiety crisis, but unjustified, as I would explain now;
The thing is that I pretty much catch myself staring to pretty girls than boys. In fact, I DON'T stare at boys!! Before that turns out wrong-er XD let me clarify sth: this obsession started with my ED. I looked at the pretty, skinny and more beautiful girls than me as a mirror where I should be able to be reflected on someday. I wanted to be like this, pretty, like them. So I fixated my attention on every girl as an incentive to chase my purpose. What happened next? I'm still obsessed with it, so you can figure out.
But the question now is that I dunno if this obsession is a secondary effect of my ED or, if my ED is a secondary effect of my bisexualism (?) <- in brackets because I don't know if I'm bisexual XDDDD -

Only as a reference I want to tell you I've never wanted any girl sexually. No desire. None at all.
But this has happened before! I mean, I never wanted a boy before my boyfriend (OK, I was 16, I dunno how are girls now, but I was a bit shy and childish at the time, so I resigned to platonic love. Until him *.*). And I never wanted any other boy after him. Why? Well, I'm pretty satisfied =^^= and also, because I love him. And also, maybe, because I put too much attention on girls. Which was the central point of this whole situation.

So: Am I bisexual or not? Polemic post just to try to catch your attention and comments? Could be? Did it work? ;)

See you!!

Pd: Yesterday I enrolled in my 5th year of Filologia Inglesa. Wow (not WOW ¬¬U ha-ha)
Pd2: I REALLY love my boyfriend! Even if he doesn't comment anything here (though that deducts points....... just to let him know if he ever happens to read this ¬¬ did I say he just don't wanna read English?)
Pd3: I had to look it up because I didn't remember how it was said in English (lots of time without googling it XDDD) So ED=TCA

Yesterday

2008-09-12T11:32:00.004+02:00

First things first:

I'm sorry. I love you. Forgive me.

***

Now about yesterday's class dinner.
I totally F*cked it. Sorry [JAC] because though I knew I wasn't OK I went and that gave you the night. I'm a depressing person, hell knows.

Other than that, it was fun the time I wasn't mourning and moping around. The place was nice, people were NOISY XD and food was OK (but my guts were closed, y'know, despair and self-consciousness...)

Thanks for staying by my side when I reached the bottom, I know it was pathetic to see, but I couldn't avoid it. You're my best friend.

I dunno what's gonna happen this afternoon, not even this midday, but I want to make up for all I've done wrong. I don't wanna think it's too late, I know you're a forgiving person, but you won't forget easily times like this, when I hurt you just because I go mad with myself.
As I dunno what to expect, I'll leave things be until we meet, and then we'll talk.
We have all the time in the world to work this out...

For you...

The Biggest Rajada Ever (2nd time)

2008-09-08T09:29:00.005+02:00

Every time I see my LARGE suitcase I get jitters... Oh, hello! XDDD

Um... this post is just to tell you I've cancelled my erasmus.

... [JAC] already knows thanx to the email I sent him.
so,

I'm in serious troubles because of everything I've done until now (well, a week ago, but, back to reality, noway they were to answer my emails in time, were they?)
A week ago I woke up and started to cry (bipolar, you know, I can also become a murderous person in seconds, just don't laugh of you'll suffer like hell)
Because I wanted to go on erasmus as much as to have a stake across my chest. No Way.
And as I've never been a truly action girl, I started to think pros and cons about going (or not) and finally, cons about going won.
Once I make up my mind its extremely difficult for me to go backwards (excepts, that is, when I just let myself go influenced as with the erasmus thing...) so I settled the situation asap. I sent an email to Middlesex, and went to RI to expose my reasons for cancelling. I of course just half made up them.

Just to clear something up: Yes, I'm bipolar. Yes, I'm depressive, suicidal, and I used to do SI. And I've suffered from Anorexia. Still suffering its consequences.
So I have more than one reason (academics, that's it) not to go. Going alone and leaving the person that has given me happiness for first time in my life count as reasons? k, done.

Now I have my large suitcase I have to return (thanx CorteInglés for being you) and I fear a lot I'll have to pay my residence halls even if I don't go. Which means I'll have to lie like hell just to try to get off the situation... or else, not pay until they report me (to the Haya? ^^UUU who knows)

That's all I can tell until now, as soon as I have news I'll let you know, though I don't see too much activity around here, not even my boyfriend reads the posts dedicated to us, and such ¬¬

Kisses, I'm back to my studying routine (just one exam left!)

Countdown to London: Cancelled
Timetable:
Today meeting at UV 12 am with Sandra.
11/9/08 Intro Hª Lengua Inglesa.
15/9/08 Matrícula.

*EDIT* 9/9/08

I've my money refounded :D and my suitcase where it should be: FAR from me XDDDD
Also, today I received the email from Middlesex (Chris is a really good person, I must admit) where the coordinator tells me she'll do what she can to help me, and also wishes me to recover soon *.* Thanx!!!

cositas potitas

2008-09-03T18:07:00.004+02:00

Hi my friends, this post will be written in Spanish! Buhhhh

cositashh potitashh *_* que hacen tu vida un lugar mejor el día de vuestro aniversario ^__^
6 años y 2 meses. 愛してるございます！！

Por ejemplo:

Un Edward Elric y Winry namuradisimos XDDDDDDD solo en fanfics y cosas semejantes (con cariiiño)

o...

Un Gourry super machoteee XDDD y una Lina super kawaiii *.* en una de las escenas el nuevo manga de Slayers, Slayers Revolutions.

Vale... con estos SI podéis hacer pairings, tipo linagourry (pero quedan prohibidísimos los NARUSASU!!!!!! Oís!? pervertidossssssssssssss ¬¬U Naruto es MIO! XDDDD)

Y todo esto porque.. estoy estresada con el exámen de mañana de Gramática inglesa, y tengo que seguir estudiando (vida perra)
Mañana actualizaré con una noticia que hará que se os caigan vuestros esquemas en la vida!! muahahahahaah (hará que me matéis por gilipollas ^^UUUU)

The IT Crowd - scenes seasson 1

2008-08-31T14:56:00.004+02:00

ROTFLOL!! If you can watch this series, please, do it, because it's HILLARIOUS!!

The IT Crowd.
Moss fan! XDDD
Look it up on the wikipedia, or google it.

On the other hand, I support Stephenie Meyer against Midnight Sun Leak. FUCK OFF, YOU SPOILER RATS! How could you?! Stealing a manuscript, she's so dissapointed, we all are!

Yep, I should be studying... -o- but I'm trying! HARD! XDDD
See you!

Stupid post consecuence f stress....

... I felt whole

2008-08-27T23:21:00.006+02:00

"Sorrow" - Flyleaf

Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come

NOTA: yo soy ATEA. Pero me gusta el grupo. Me gustan las letras. Y las interpreto a MI manera. Ale, ya está. XD

Dress Try feat the exams thing (fear...)

2008-08-26T10:10:00.004+02:00

Uff sashibure da nee! It's been a long time since I wrote something worth it in the blog XD I mean, yeah, the song was good but I'm definitely not gonna make this into a musical blog XDD The truth is that I've been so worried with all it's coming I didn't think of the blog. Sorry, you unattended, ungrateful readers ¬¬U
So, what have I been up to this days:
Studying XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD no, I meant it! really..... oh, well, not so.... -o-UUU *realization hits her like concrete rock* OMFG JUST A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies*
Also... I've read, a lot XD (now you know why I don't study....) -o-UUUU
And mostly I've been going thorough all the papers and things I'll need to have when I go to London. It's stressful, and also scary. The accident of the Spanair flight didn't scare me more of planes than I already was, but remind me of what I was gonna do. And then chills started and tears, and loss for all I leave here for 6 months... you know, it could sound pathetic, but I don't wanna lose him. Not for a moment. We've been living together for 2 years and a half and I cannot think of such a long period of time without him. I'm already missing him when I think about it.

The weather this days make me feel melancholic. Even if you hadn't looked at the calendar, you'd be able to tell by the weather that summer is ending. And it reminds me of my childhood days, when I knew the dream was ending... I don't know why I still feel the same, maybe now the feeling is stronger because I have a major change before me, but the thing is that I can't help but feel sad. I'm gonna leave behind the known, and it never mattered to me because I always thought I was going for something better. Now I feel so complete, I fear leaving this behind. Happiness is a curious thing, sometimes makes you clip your own wings... because you don't want to fly anywhere else.
(it would pass, for sure XDDDDD just wait for the erasmus parties! oh... did I tell you my university is in the ass of the world??)

Today is the "prueba del vestido" (JAC, how would you have translated it?!); that is, checking my suitcase is able to storage everything it's coming with me to London. Not an easy task, I may say. If my suitcase was a little bigger, I could hide David inside and bring him to London XDDDD So wish me luck, because later on I'll have to weight it to know if it's too heavy ^^UUUU

And I think I have nothing else to tell... my Emule is working very hard this days XD a TScreener of Batman The Dark Knight VO because I want to see it again and I have no money nor time to go to theatre; also David has been hocked up by Death Note (anime of course; he, reading? XDDD) and is extremely depressed after chapter 26 (none of us want the spoiler XD I was also depressed first time I saw it); and my mobile phone is now prepaid. Just in case.

So I'm looking for a partner to study with this last week and make slightly bearable this exams thing. Wish me luck, now I'm giving my best!!
See you!

Pd: I went to see the F1, but for the sake of my sanity I won't say anything else XDDDDD
Pd: at least! After a month or so, Detective Conan new manga!! (I was starting to suspect Gosho has died... or the subbers ¬¬U)

Never Enough

2008-08-21T21:35:00.002+02:00

Life's been sucked out of me, and this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, again I said this would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery ...
Expression, stimulation, hollow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Now everything's okay, there's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way
Somebody kick me in the face ...
Now something's wrong with me, I'm bleeding profusely
And this seems natural to me I f*ck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
What I got (x4)

I feel as if I'm running back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me, and I say nothing
Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings, eternal, my heart is yours
I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running
RUN!!!!!

Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got? Never enough, never enough
Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

PAPAROACH

Because we all break down sometimes...

Kindred Spirits

2008-08-20T09:32:00.006+02:00

I still remember the first time I heard this expression, 'kindred spirits', referred to the special relationship a girl B kept with her best friend J. I immediately thought of you, as when sth touches my heart, cannot control feelings of gratitude and respect for what you do and who you are. You may think we don't know you, and might be true. BTW the few things I know of you keep me on your side whatever happens. Because I wasn't bluffing when I told you you were like the sun for me. We are so seem-like sometimes I cannot but think we were fated to meet. You don't know how important your friendship is for me, but you've been my only real friend in years. That's why I want to tell you this: please, don't give up on people. I know how it feels to be hurt, to feel betrayed, to think there's no hope, no one to trust. But there are. Though may not be the ones you want... life is a big maze.
Well, this video is for you. The comment on your blog will be posted soon, as soon as I find a good way to smash you verbally XDDDD

Lifeblood Colors

Pd: as you said avoid commenting on this, I've commented outside your blog :P hecha la ley, hecha la trampa XDDDD
Pd2: Yep.... I know about blood and all this bullshit you're gonna attack me with... don't really care XDDDD

Why So Serious?

2008-08-14T17:59:00.006+02:00

Yesterday I saw one of the COOLEST films, really, in my life. Eager as I was to see it, it was better than I anticipated. And in VO! I was delighted *o* Darkest film EVER.

So, I went to see Batman The Dark Knight, with my friend Josué (aka JAC, not behaving as mr. J.Cricket for a day, wow! XDDDD punch in the guts? I don't think so) and I own him a favour, because if he hadn't invited me to join him, I'd have never gone to a VO. And I loved it! I mostly understood everything --except for Gordon... seriously, he spoke FAST X_x.

I have to say a few things (good and bad) about the film, though:
First, what was with the voice of Christian Bale when he dresses up as Batman? I mean... if he's not voiceless by now, wow, give a round of applause to his vocal cords. The most hoarse voice ever listened.

Second, Heath Ledger's deserves an Oscar. His voice fits amazingly the definition of Joker's; It's a craziness! I'm relieved I didn't get to see the dubbed one ¬¬U Also, I liked him most than Nicholson's performance. Maybe was the director, maybe Ledgers' own talent, maybe both together, that gave the film this feeling of darkness, despair, madness, that gave life to a Joker less clownish and most serious, tormented, sick. It gave you chills just to think of his motivations. Genius. You weren't exaggerating when you told me the director was GREAT, but also have to admit the Joker's character seemed to have been made for Heath Ledger. RIP.

Third, mmmm how can I put this... lemme think. Ok, I gott'it: I didn't like Maggie Gyllenhaal's performance as Rachel. To put it bluntly. XD

I'm not really on the review thing, but I can say it's worth it to get to see it. Even for those of you who think that Jack Nicholson's Joker performance was impossible to surpass. Seriously guys, trailer is NOTHING compared to the film. But, please, be aware of dubbers, it may disappoint you. It's a shame i you dunno enough English to watch the film without having to read every subtitle, but were that the case, at least see the trailer and fill yourselves with the amazing voice of the Joker (and allucinate little cucumbers with Batman's... O.o)

Now, for tonight's entertainment (oh, I loved this XD) I'm posting several videos. One of them is a spoof of the original trailer, which in case you haven't seen it YET XD I'll post afterwards. And a video so you could compare Jack Nicholson's Joker Vs. Heath Ledger's. ENJOY, ladies and gentlemen.

The Dark Knight Trailer Spoof

The Dark Knight Original Trailer

Joker vs Joker (Jack Nicholson vs Heath Ledger)

Oh! and as a personal pun XD here I leave my fav

The Dark Knight- Joker Interrogation Scene Spoof!!! XDDDDDD

The Spoiler Post

2008-08-13T12:44:00.008+02:00

Go ahead under your own responsibility.

So, I finished the book today. This morning. I read the last 7 chapters I had left in about 3 hours. Delighted. Amused. Confused. Eager. And loving each of them. I LOVED THE BOOK. And I'm willing to read it again (though I dunno if I’ll skip the Jacob's part XD seriously, I don't like him...)

Because I love this book ENTIRELY and adore its happy ending, I have to say I DESPISE the MORONIC critics it's receiving.

First, this is a book. About characters who are not real even if the setting do exists in the world.

Second, when you read a book NOT WRITTEN BY YOURSELF, you have to be open to whatever it happens. Not your story, remember?

Third, whatever the ideology of the author, this is a fictional novel. That means, what you read can have a message if you tend to find conspiracies. But here what we have is nothing else but a story out of standards.

So. If you think the WHOLE message under the book was "girls are submitted to men, love is about commitment, and abortion is not an option" YOU'RE FREAKING WRONG!!!!!!!!!

Because:

Whether Stephenie is or not a religious person, her point of view about this issues has been the most open I've ever seen. I never saw someone write giving such life and free will to the characters as she's done. And if you can't understand this you haven't understood a single thing in the books.
The fact Bella was enchanted with Edward was due to he being sth impossible. All things count. A vampire. But before anything, love.
That's all, love, is it that strange? To think "I can live through this but I WON'T" You make your choices, you love to an extent it changes you. And every person loves different. Just bear it. Bella's not down because she's weak, but because she's in love in a powerful way. And you cannot try to put this into real world because there's no way to recreate it. It's impossible, it's a fictional story, it means NOTHING. It's NOT REAL, for G-d's sake.

Second, if you cannot put yourself into the characters' mind, let go of the book NOW. And center on whatever else. Because the whole story involves different characters, different minds and ideas, that's what makes it so rich. They're not all copies of the author. They have individual beliefs, and, as described and explained through the book, have lived all enough to make their own assumptions and deal with them. Right or wrong, their choices. Not yours, remember?

And third. WTF is all the CRAP about the book being an anti abortion pamphlet?! Are you ALL CRAZY!!?? Hell if I'm not the first one to jump and shout out loud I'm PRO abortion. So what? So what if Bella was not? So what if she was, but what she carried was her only opportunity to give her and Edward a child? So what if she never thought sth like this could happen that she never thought about it? AND SO WHAT IF THEY CAN HEAR THE CHILD? IT-IS-A-FICTIONAL-BOOK. Just repeat with me, slowly, for your slow brain cells. There's nothing applicable from our world to this book, except the locations to be real. THAT'S ALL. DEAL WITH IT.

You don't like the happy ending? Would you have preferred a bloody massacre? Maybe see everyone fucked up whit a loss? You're twisted, it scares the hell out of me, this people.

But I loved the book. I really love it. And there has been nothing in it that disappointed me. Because I wasn't expecting anything; I read books as what they are, and knowing they are not about what a like, rather what the story drives them. So I'm sorry for those who didn't like the book, I don't believe they'll refund you your money just because you're intransigent and close minded, so that's all. Again, deal with it. Stop reading fanfics, or not, write your own end for the book, or better, write your own copy-of-the-book-that-disappointed-you-at-the-end and be happy with your own lie.

For the rest of the people, the ones MATURE ENOUGH to understand the book, cheers mates, we've survived one of the most sweet,amazing,startling love stories ever written.

Kisses for Stephenie. She deserves the Pulitzer XDDDDDDDDD

Pd: I leave you here some of the articles where the anti-breaking dawn is commented, for you to judge.

Oh, and about the sex scenes. I-FREAKING-TOTALLY-LOVED-THEM. I was sooooooooo eager :D What a shame you couldn't see more, muahahahaha XDDD

As Stephenie's said "If they really love the characters, then I would hope that this would make sense to them, because these are the true characters," she explained. "This is the story the way it was always meant to be."

Vacaciones III

2008-08-12T08:58:00.005+02:00

Luggage ···> DONE
Plane Ticket ···> DONE
Breaking Dawn ···> *o* reading (I'm sad to finish it!!!! I'm lovin' it)

So mostly everything is prepared; I sent the last signed documents last week, and today after buying my plane ticket, I'll sent the application for the welcome at the Heathrow Airport.

My week is being strange. I'm so totally absorbed reading that hours doesn't count the same. I can keep reading for mostly a day without interruption! I fear I'll finish the book by tomorrow. And all thanks to the fact now I'm alone and I have the mornings free. Because when the book arrived last week at Huesca people glared at me like saying "you won't start reading right now, will you?! we're on holidays for G-d sake, just go out and enjoy!!" But I'm enjoying! XDDD I'm a bookworm (or sth) and I LOVE TO READ!!!!! But I read very quickly, so I have to pause myself so I can keep the book a little longer XDDDD I'm SOOOOO excited!

Well, I must beg my friends to pardon me XDDDDDD Because last week craziness is the main reason I've not talked to them, nor tried to meet after coming back from Huesca. I'm reading the book and it's extremely hard to go away from it T^T
JAC I'm sorry for being disappeared from the MSN ^^UUU but I still want to meet you this week! we have lots of things to talk about (have we? XDDDD non-sense-chatter activated)
Sandra (but she don't even read me?!?!)B-E-A-C-H that's all XDDD
Sita, sorry for leaving before the established date, I saw my schedule and I'm a little overwhelmed by all it's left for me to do before sept.
And David...
Ok, David have most of my time XDDDD it's a tie; he won't let me read too much.

And not much else to comment, I got my skin burned but now I'm ok, so I can at least use strapless tops XDDDDD oh, yeah jajaja ok. Put on the bikini, we're going to the bea.... book.... BOOK! XDDD I'm gonna read, see you!!!!!!!

(SPOILERS)

Pd: I don't understand all the anti stephenie crappy movements, all this crazy fans dissapointed (?!) with the book. I'm still reading and I have to say that, except for the Jacob part, I love the book. No, this guy is not funny, not cool, he's just a stupid, blackmailer person who has no guts to do the right thing but to fuck up people... ok, personal opinion XD here's slightly less mother fucker than in Eclipse XD But in the essence I love the books, you cannot expect them to be like your fanfic, this author is independent and had her books thought before you started writing crappy fanfics. That's all, just keep in mind it's a book and Edward is NOT real.
Ouch, that hurts... TT^TT *breaking heart* XDDDDDD (breaking down? JAAJJAJAJ Oh gosh, i'm pathetic -o-U I suck....)

Breaking Dawn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-08T19:40:00.004+02:00

Oh
My
Freaking

G-d
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I have It at least!!
Don't expect me here in a while...

*muahahahahahaha*

Pd: still on holidays...

Vacaciones II

2008-08-06T10:12:00.001+02:00

El retorno? XD
Hola a todos, he vuelto a internet XDDD después de un finde y varios días más aislada de mi ordenador, ya estoy aquí, dispuesta a retomar mi blog, algo desierto ¬¬

Breve reseña de mis vacaciones hasta el momento:
El sábado David y yo viajamos a Zgz en coche, llegamos hechos mierda. fin XD El domingo fuimos al Monasterio de Piedra, cerca de Calatayud (Zgz). Muy bonito. Fin XDDDDDDDDDDDD Que nooo, a ver, no voy a ser tan borde, el sitio es una pasada, precioso, os podéis ahorrar el monasterio y pasar directamente al parque natural; no importa que ese día haga mucho calor, la cantidad de cascadas que hay aseguran hasta frio! Es increible, totalmente recomendable, pero muy pesado. Si vais adrede hasta allí no merece la pena el viaje, sobre todo si venís de lejos. Procurad planificar cosas cerca, o pillaros un hotel por la zona (suerte nosotros que mi tía nos dejó el piso ^^U). David tiró como cien fotos o más, lo que supone que no estarán revisadas en breve, no sé cuando las podré subir para que las veáis. Paciencia XDDDD

Y el lunes, destrozaicos de la muerte, emprendimos viaje a Huesca (al fin) a eso de las 5 de la tarde. El lunes fue un día muerto XD.
Ayer pues, tocaba el plato fuerte de las vacaciones; la subida al pirinéo. Fuimos hasta Benasque en coche y... a andar. A saco. Sinceramente, si tuviera pasta pensaría que me quieren matar XDDDD los niños están en mejor forma física que yo (oh, chica de ciudad...) Un aviso, navegantes, padres e hijos: eso de decirle al niño "no llores, qué pensará esa chica de ti? que eres un niño llorica, que eres un bebé" es tan contraproducente o más que decirle a una chica de 22 años "venga, cómo que no puedes ni subir esta cuesta, si hasta los niños pueden?" ¬¬U en fin... muyyyyy pesado, largo, etc, calor... me quemé. Cangrejo a saco, además con el poco favorecedor dibujo de mi pamseta de tirantes -o-U David también, pero menos (para un día que no voy de manga corta, diox que inútil soy).

Y... como ya habréis visto (?) ha terminado la BD countdown (y retiro el cartelito). Al fin salió el libro. Y yo aquí.... desconectada. De vacaciones. Intentando superar el mono terrible que tengo. Y gracias a eso, a que he estado sin tiempo material para conectarme a internet desde el lunes (y sin internet el finde) he evitado caer en la tentación de los spoilers. Pero lo quiero YA!!!!!!!!! no puedoooor XD en serio, cuando ayer por la noche, quemada, embadurnada en aftersun, encendí el pc tras 4 días, y vi la gente en plan "OMG!! WTF???" no quise seguir leyendo T^T necesito el librooo!!!! confiar en La FNAC me está dañando la salud XDDDD hoy decido si bajo a Zgz o lo pido por la web. Parece que ambas opciones me saldrán por n ojo de la cara ¬¬ pero todo es poco para mis vampiritos XDD *.*

Bueno, hasta aquí lo que han dado de sí estos días estivales. Yo sigo con mis vacaciones, y si tengo más cosas que contar y tiempo, postearé.

Pd: si, no está en inglés. Escribiré como me venga en gana, pigs XD hasta que no vaya a Londres no sentiré mi español como 2ª lengua XD
Pd2: alguien se pasa por aquí? quí.... uí.... í.....

Vacaciones I

2008-08-01T08:30:00.004+02:00

Y al fin llegó la víspera de las VERDADERAS vacaciones (uno no las llega a considerar vacaciones cuando a las 6:15 de la mañana tu despertador suena para que tu novio tenga q ir a trabajar -o-U juro que es inhumano....) y mañana al fin él tendrá fiesta (1 semana, Mr. Engineer MH XD) y nos podremos ir a donde queramos.
Factores:
-precio de la vida ^^U
--precio de la gasolina ^^UU
---retenciones (uh-uh... 2 de agosto, sábado....) ^^UUU
Y porrrr tanto, nos vamos a Zaragoza XDDDDDD NO REIRSE!
El planning se monta tal que así:
Ayer nos despedimos del periquito (lo endilgamos a sus padres, pobre y benditas personas, que cargarán con él) y empezamos a planificar lo que mañana será un viaje que se presenta... largo? caluroso? CARO?! XD

NA: acabo de leerme el 411 de Naruto. Oh, bien, Sasuke debe ser el amante de Kishimoto XDDDD porque no tiene sentido (y cada vez me reafirmo más) la cantidad de coba que le está dando!! ostiasssssssss pero terminará alguna puta vez este arco?!?!? -.-U

Sigamos~

Y ya en Zaragoza okuparemos (la K va adrede ^^U) el piso de mi tia, y nos quedaremos el finde para ver (TACHÁN) el Monasterio De Piedra -Calatayud.
El planning sigue con que el lunes ya, cansados de ver la Expo XDDDDDDDDD iremos a Huesca -AL FIN!- y allí hasta que David termine sus vacaciones, supongo que haciendo todo tipo de excursiones pirenáicas, viendo a mis abuelos y tal ^^ felicidad XD
David tendrá que volverse antes, eso me jode mucho, porque se irá solito T^T y yo me quedo en Huesca hasta el 15... (memories, snif)

Yo estaré allí hasta esa fecha porque quiero por una vez, estar en las fiestas de San Lorenzo (harta ya de que me lo cuenten XD) con mi hermana.
Con la cual, por cierto, cenamos David y yo el miércoles en un taiwanés ^^ muyyy rico (raro en mi hablar de comida favorablemente?! ^^U) y a la que espero ver hoy otra vez antes de reunirnos en unos días en Huesca.

Y ya sólo puedo añadir que la emoción y nerviosismo y mala leche? XD) me embargan al verme taaaan cerca la salida del 4º y último libro de la Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn. 15 horas en EEUU para las spoiler-sites XD y aprox. 4 días aquí (haciendo caso del FNAC, que si no lo trae MUEREN ¬¬)

Besos y contaré más cuando llegue a un sitio con internet XDDDD O sea que hasta el lunes mínimo me despido!!
(Así evito también los spoilers... T-T oh diox que triste es esto...)

Last BD quote of the day

2008-08-01T08:17:00.003+02:00

(1/8/08)
Bella: "Should I be afraid?"
Edward: "Terrified."

muahahahahahaha xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
that's my Stephenie's humour! XD (quoting her "I have a very wicked sense of humour" I DO agree, just look at the other books.)

Just hours left!!
USA: 15h
Spain: XDDDDDDDDDDDD 4 days more of less

THAT?S ALL FOLKS! THAT WAS THE LAST BD QUOTE OF THE DAY.
tomorrow sites will be FULL (awfully full) os spoilers. Which means that I'll have to quit visiting all of my favs so I can avoid pieces of the story.
Pd: did you know that being honest SUCKS? XDDDDDDDD I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-31T08:30:00.003+02:00

(31/7/08)
Jacob: "I'll kill you myself! I'll do it now!"

...

.....

*SCREAMS* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O-M-F-G!!!!!!!!!
WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?

*utterly afraid*

I'm shaking!! can you believe THAT!?! What is the Dog thinking??? I HOPE he' NOT referring to one of the Cullens nor Bella... though is more than possible. Maybe... The Volturi? Or one of his mates in the pack? -0-UUUU

*TOTALLY FREAKING OUT*

Pd: now FNAC says in one page that the book will arrive to Spain two days after it's released in the USA, and in the next page, says the 6th of August?! could someone explain me why are tghey fucking playin g with us!? DON'T JOKE AROUND WITH ME!! ¬¬ xDDDDDDDDDDD

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-30T08:41:00.002+02:00

(30/7/08)
Carlisle: "I've seen vampire venom work miracles, but there are conditions that even venom cannot overcome."

o.o

O.O

OoO

O0O!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEART-ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I knew it, I KNEW IT! it wasn't a rumor!!!! SOMEONE'S GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rewind (fwfwfwfwffwfwff rewind sound xDDDD)
two days ago: Jasper "I can's understand. I can't bear this"

Is Alice....?!??!?!?!?!???

*hyperventilating*

2 DAYS!!! PLEASE! time won't go fast enough!!

Sita's come back

2008-07-29T21:05:00.004+02:00

Thank you Sita ^o^
I love your b-day presents!
I'm also pleased you liked mine ^-^
Your kitten is BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! *0*

Tomorrow we'll meet again ^__^

I'm SOOOOOOOO happy

Even if it is one month after our b-days, I'm happy to see you.

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-29T09:39:00.003+02:00

(29/7/08)
Seth: "You'll hurt her. Let her go."

Seth in BD = friend of Edward? Thus.... O.O NOOOOOO
I hope he's talking to Jacob (aka DOG ¬¬)

Also, speaking of Webmasters xDD Seth, Stephenie's webmaster, has post a curious enough disease: the "B.D. Countdownitis", which sympthoms consists on staring at the miliseconds of the BD countdownd to see if the time goes quicker the more you wish for the day 2 to come.
... we're hopeless ^^U XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*NEWS
FNAC told me yesterday the didn't know anything besides what's been posted on their website. BTW also confirmed me what we all knew: thanx to the INCREDIBLY BIG PHENOMENON BD HAS BECOME, WHEN THE BOOK IS RELEASED THERE WON'T BE A SINGLE WALL WITHOUT A POSTER XDDDDD
G-d I love this.......

Pd: Might be possible that today my sister (aka Lost xDDD pun intended) comes to Vlc. Hopefully. -o-UUUU

Breaking Dawn quote of the day + Spoiler

2008-07-28T12:32:00.006+02:00

(29/7/08)
Jasper: "I can't understand. I can't bear this."

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU: I CANNOT BEAR THE EMOTION!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T STAND THE WAIT!!!!!!!!! I WANT THE BOOK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and now......
what you've been waiting for......
THE Breaking Dawn SPOILER! XDDDDDD

I warn you: This spoiler has been approved by the own Stephenie Meyer, so it won't be a major spoiler like Edward leaving etc spoilers (we all wanted to kill those people on forums... ¬¬U) But is up to you to keep on reading or not. I cannot hide the text, but I can give you space so you won't see it right after this paragraph. BTW I already knew it. I'm on Team Edward from the beginning. FUCK YOU DOG. That's all ^.^ (mega happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

With the understanding that this spoiler will send the blogosphere into either a tizzy of celebration or outrage, EW.com hereby reveals a major plot point from Stephenie Meyer's Breaking Dawn, the fourth and final installment to her Twilight series. And no, the forthcoming information is not from a fever dream or a filched copy of the book found in the dusty stock room of a Barnes & Noble. This exclusive spoiler comes straight from Meyer herself, with her explicit go-ahead to share with her fans.

Team Jacob, you staged a valiant effort, urging Bella to choose her faithful, strangely muscular friend instead of her sexy, hairless vampire. But Meyer, clapping her hands and bobbing on her toes, reveals that she had the great fun of writing Bella and Edward's wedding scene. ''And it's not a dream sequence!'' Meyer promises with a laugh. ''It's the actual wedding between Edward and Bella. The wedding! I'm a girly girl so it's something I've been waiting for too.'' Before anyone throws their computer out their bedroom window, screaming that the surprise of the summer has now been ruined for them, Meyer promises that the wedding takes place early on in Breaking Dawn. Trust that unexpected thrills still await.

While we're on a roll, here's another surprise for you: Meyer says she wrote Bella and Edward's wedding scene years ago, initially planning for the young couple to tie the knot shortly after the end of Twilight. Her editor at the time balked that those crazy kids were too young to walk down the aisle, and Meyer, who herself was married and already raising her first son by the age of 23, shelved their eternal bond for a later date.

Pd:Tras esto sólo puedo añadir una cosa: sexo pre o post nupcial??? nos vamos a poner calentorros! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Pd2: he recibido recientemente quejas porque mi blog tiene posts en inglés, lo que ha sido usado reiterativamente como excusa para no comentarme. Una cosa: queréis practicar vuestro inglés o no? pues eso. Y para los demás (si, los del "yo no sé que poner") nada, eso no puedo arreglarlo, igual es que mi blog no es interesante ^^U

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-27T16:02:00.004+02:00

(27/7/08)
Rosalie: "I'd like to beat you dead."

And I'm pretty sure you could if you wanted to ^^UUUU
...scary xDDDDD

Tomorrow is The Breaking Dawn Spoiler Day!!!!!!! *0*

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Pd: Sin noticias del Fnac.
Pd2: ayer justo debió ser el único día que estaba nublado por la noche. Menudo chasco de noche.
Pd2.1: XDDD es que ayer fuimos a Cofrentes a usar el telescopio y ver júpiter así como un montón de nebulosas chulas, pero no, de repente nubes -o-U
Pd3: No te preocupes JAC, es que yo estoy muy irascible también estos días ._.u

Movie Night

2008-07-26T11:33:00.003+02:00

Hey hey! here I am.
Yesterday happened 2 things:
- first my best friend beheaved as a #!%*? ; and
- second David and I went to the cinema/movies/theatre (enough for u, cricket?) to see The X-Files. This is one of the films you go to see not only because you know about the series, but also because the dub. If you have ever seen Expediente X in Spanish, you'll always recognize Mulder's dubber. And he has a beautiful voice.

(there are other films you must not see dubbed, as for example, Batman The Dark Knight. How did they dare dubbing Heath Ledger with such an horrible voice, and keep the original jocker's laugh!? O.o)

So the film was right. So much on the lines of the series, except because I didn't see the end of the series, and when I discovered that Mulder and Scully (SPOILER!!) XDDDDDD
Ok, I'm not gonna spoil you the fun. I'll just say it's good. People, please, you'll get lost if you see the film not knowing how the series end. I know it's tiring, but it's better if you do. I totally got lost in the beginning! Like "WTF????!!!" ^^U I warned you.

But is a good option if you want to see a film for entertainment.

'Till here my Movie Review (not as good as Ángel Martín's movies reviews, but I won't dare compairing myself to that genious of humour *.* Only 1 week for the fun XDDD SLQH 4ever!!!!)
Now I leave you with a really nice video: Gali The Alligator ^^ EnJoY!! xDDDDDDDDDDD

XOXO

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-26T11:15:00.002+02:00

(26/7/08)
Sam: "This is not something our treaty anticipated. This is a danger to every human in the area."

oh... scary xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Um, ahora resulta que aunque lo ponga en la página de La FNAC, en Valencia no saben nada sobre cuando llega Breaking Dawn ¬¬U por qué lo anunciáis entonces? que tomadura de pelo T^T no quiero quedarme sin libro!!!!!!!!!!

Pd: me estoy pensando SERIAMENTE si ver la peli de Twilight cuando la estrenen. Porque:
1º no me gustan los actores; esto va más allá de su aspecto, es que hasta ahora las tomas que he visto parecen MUY artificiales.
2º han cambiado a saco el comportamiento de los personajes y parte de la historia. Por favor, anillos del clan Cullen? Bella super descarada? ejem,ejem....

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A continuación, un post sobre lo que hicimos ayer ^.^U

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-25T08:57:00.005+02:00

(25/7/08)
Edward: “You look so guilty—like you’ve committed a crime.”

...
I think I figured out who's he referring to:
Bella 90%
Alice 5% (wedding issues? XD)
Jasper, Emmeth 2%
Rosalie 2%
whoever else 1%

xDDDDDDD

any other guess? c'mon, TRY!! this blog is getting darker and darker, and it is alone, and scary... -o-U

1 week left! *o*
*cofcofcofcofcof* nearly death experience ^^U

Pd: why on earth does Kishimoto play dolls with Sasuke (aka emo brat) and doesn't keep up with the story!?!?!? WHY!?!?!?
Pd2: And WHAT OH WHAT is taking that long for Gosho Aoyama to finish the fucking story!!!!!!!!! we all know it, ok? JUST DRAW IT ¬¬U (fangirl dying to see a RanShinichi kiss +.+)

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**SUPER ACTUALIZATION!(xDDD)
he des-pre-ordered BD from Amazon, porque puedo comprarlo en La FNAC sólo 2 días después de que salga en EEUU!!!!!!!!!!! OoO cucumbers!!! :3333333

cenita de celebración

2008-07-24T08:37:00.003+02:00

Y seguimos con los actos de celebración por el recién terminado y presentado con sobresaliente (expecting matrícula XDDD) proyecto de David (aka Mr. Engineer) .

Ayer fue como unas verdaderas vacaciones. Algo extremadamente raro en los últimos 3 años. Por primera vez una tarde VAGUEANDO absolutamente no se convertía en motivo de escarnio, frustración y remordimientos por no haber aprovechado el tiempo. Porque... no había nada, NADA que hacer! si ya estaba hecho!! LIBREEE (quotation of David XDDDDD)
Así que ganada esta reciente sensación de libertad, decidimos celebrarlo todos juntos y nos fuimos a cenar al Osaka (a Osaka no, millonarios aún no, todo se verá XDDDDDD ).

Un beso para Ana, Jose & Dvd's parents. Aunque no les convencimos mucho (a los papis digo), al menos probaron la comida. Lo que más triunfó: lo que no llevaba pescado crudo XDDDDDDD (did someone not expect this result?) Lo que más: a parte del postre XD la tempura y el pato. Lo cocinado, vamos ajjajajajaja

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Y nada.... eso me llevaría a escribir otro post... y ya irían 3 en este día... contando (cuanto me odio gorda asquerosa que no sabes cuando parar de comer y tal, ejem) cosas. Eso, cosas variadas y tal. Ya lo contaré. Supongo. Ahora que nos van a acosar y acusar de ser nocivas para el medio y la inteligencia de sus sanas mentes privadas de la opción configurable de libertad. Quizás no debería poner en letras grandes que soy ESO. Y que también me ESO. Y cada día ESO. Y que lo que digan de nosotras en la tele me lo suda un rato.

Oh... cuanto odio XDDD

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Un beso!!!
para terminar bien.... no?? ^^UUUU

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-24T08:29:00.003+02:00

(24/7/08)
Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes."

...

I expected that much.... bitch xDDDDDDD
(pero con cariño -o-UUU don't kill me!!)

Sólo 8 días!!!!!!!!!!
JUST 8 DAYS! megaLOL

BTW; (^·^)yep?
em........... should I be happy for this when I HAVE THE SECURITY I WON'T READ THE BOOK AT LEAST 1 MONTH AFTER IT IS RELEASED IN THE USA?

T______T

ok.
Mood: depressed (sunk)

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-23T13:51:00.002+02:00

(23/7/08)
Edward: “Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

O.o
...

Me: yes please *.*

ejem, *cof-cof* =._.= *blushhhhhhh*

ihihihihihihih I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pd: fuck u dog =P
blackmail=no girl + no friend.

did I say FUCK U DOG? xDDDD

Engineer XD

2008-07-23T08:30:00.003+02:00

Como ya advertí...

hoy tocaba post especial...

porque ayer no tuvimos tiempo pero...

David ya es INGENIERO INFORMÁTICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Al fin!!
Proyectazooo XDDDDDDDDD

FELICIDADES MI AMOR!!

Pd:9 días para Breaking Dawn!!!
Pd2: Sita pasa del mundo. Yo tb de ella, ale.
Pd3: recibido el mail de Middlesex University. *^^* hay que comprar los billetes de avión YA!! XDD hohohohoh que nerviosssssssssssssssssss

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-22T10:36:00.003+02:00

(22/7/08)
Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out."

That's my Alice!! XDDDDD
OMFG! just 1o days!!!!!!!!
plus
feat. the "how much will it take to arrive?!?!?"
CANNOT STAND IT!!!!!!!! -o-UUUUU

Breaking Dawn quote of the day

2008-07-21T11:06:00.004+02:00

(21/7/08)
"Edward: “Oops."

oopsssss
menos de dos meses para irme a Londres ^^U
-maleta sansonite GRANDE XD
-lista de lo que tengo que llevarme. GRANDE XDDD
-comprarme billete para el día 18 de septiembre (menos de dos meses!!!!!!!!!!!! -o- )

Y mientras, qué planning se puede hacer con semejante despropósito de tiempo!?
Tengo que coincidir con las vacaciones de David, que mi ***** no coincida XD, luego irme a Huesca, estudiar (esto comprende toooodo el mes de Agosto -.-UUU) volver a Valencia (sobre la 2º quincena de Agosto), prepararme los exámenes (lo he dicho ya? XDD -___-U oh dioxxx)

Y todo ello aderezado con la salida y posterior entrega (espero que no se retrasen en el envío) de BREAKING DAWN!!!!!!! *__*

Y en septiembre....
-matrícula -.-
-maleta
-exámenes
...

buffffffffffffffffff

he dicho ya BUF?

-o-U

Breaking Dawn quotes of the day

2008-07-20T11:15:00.008+02:00

(20/7/08)
Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood."

countdown!!!!
Gracias [JAC] por participar en mi chat ^^ hazte una cuenta!! xfaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
XD véis como esto mola? XDDDD

To Do List:
-crearme una lista de música (se me puede hacer eterrrrrrrno con la cantidad de grupos que me gustan -.-U)
-crearme una wish list
-hacerme mi propia countdown de eventos. Estilo:
~ 12 días para Breaking Dawn
~ 2 meses para irme a Londres
y tal XD

Breaking Dawn Quotes of the day

2008-07-19T21:07:00.005+02:00

(12/7/08)
Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
Edward: "Why you don't you just tell me who wins?"
Alice: "I do. Excellent."

(13/7/08)
Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?"

(14/7/08)
Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you."

(15/7/08)
Emmett: "Oooo, scary."

(16/7/08)
Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?"

(17/7/08)
Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat."

(18/7/08)
Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating."

(19/7/08)
Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?"

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Iré subiéndo más conforme sean posteadas en la web de Stephenie Meyer

Tengo razón y y tu no, este es el post de TENÍA RAZÓN.

2008-07-19T20:18:00.005+02:00

Yooo... tenía un flodeo.
Pero me di cuenta de que no podía postear! (side note: Oh desolación!) porque cada vez que tenía algo interesante que poner o simplemente me apetecía poner algo, tenía que subir una maldita foto/imagen!!! sabéis lo jodidamente frustrante que es eso? querer y no poderr???? EH!?!?! malditas fotos estúpidas, malditos los que tenéis una canon reflex de milli megapixeles! malditossssssssssssssssssssss me habéis arruinado la vida -o-UUU
Así que lo dejo. Dejo el flodeo, y me busco una hubicación menos creativa pictóricamente hablando. Más sencilla, más concreta... más como yo XD. Paso de buscar en mi cuasi ilimitada colección de imágenes de emos llorando que he robado del google images XDDDDD y poner una random cada vez que quiera poner una frasecita.

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"Mamá! voy a buscarme mi lugar en el mundo!"
"vale cariño, hoy no ceno en casa, no me esperes despierta"
¬¬UUU así es mi madre....

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"David!! voy a buscar mi lugar en el mundo!!"
"T0T vuelve de Londres....."
"^^UUUUUUUUUUUU siiiiii"

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Y bueno, eso. A ver si puedo subir mis entradas anteriores, o... nosé, poner un link al flodeo para que veáis como es.
Tras la experiencia de un msn spaces (worst ever) y más tarde un flodeo CENSURADOR, espero sentirme más cómoda aquí y fusionar mis dos estilos de blog: el (emo) suicida y el (emo) happy XDDDDD.